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On New Year's Day, I made promises to myself.
I promised that I wouldn't be so quick to show how I truly feel about people anymore.
I promised that I would be more careful who I trusted.
I promised that I would try my best this year in all that I do and not let anything stand in my way.
A few minutes after midnight, I went outside to the car to retrieve my ipod. while I was out, I saw a shooting star.
And I made my wish.
I just hope that it wasn't selfish. I don't want to think that it was, because it's really all that I've ever truly wanted. And I know that I should just be patient. But I never requested it to be instantaneous.
So I'll keep hoping...
Something else happened on New Year's that is very important. I'm pretty sure that it was the day where I finally fessed up to myself about how I truly feel about my best guy friend. And I realize that I'm young. But this is the truth that I believe. I have never felt this way about anyone before in my life, no matter how much I wanted a relationship with a person. The way I feel about my best friend is more than that, because I feel like I really know who he is, and...... I accept him for that. So nothing can change my mind when I say...
I love him.
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Posted by borednlonely on 2008-01-29 19:33:42 | Rating: | Views: 86
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