What the hell do I want?? I'm unsure as to whether I want to be single, but yet I just know that I don't want to be in a relationship... Does that make sense? I feel weirdly alone. Honestly, I've never felt the need to be in a relationship before so I blame the couple-charged environmemt of UWI for making me feel like I'm missing something...someone. Eek! Of course I think it's something deeper than that but I don't want to even think about it just yet.

The place is just too scenic, the sky too bright, the wind too cool, the silence too loud - like a place I envision lovers would find romantic. Yet, I'm all alone in the beauty of the day wondering what it would be like to share it would someone else or if it's best experienced alone without interruption.

I just don't know anymore...