Have u noticed @ the crosswalk, u get the Red Hand..the Green Hand, occasionally you get a 10sec count down.  No warning Hand,.  Why ?

In life I get no warning hand to guide me on my way, caution dont go this path, caution dont fall in love here, no warning to say you have 10 days, 10 months, left.  Why ?

You get a Green hand to welcome you into the wrld, and forget the secrets of the universe behind, to welcome you down every path of life that is wrong, with no Red to stop you. Why? 

Still just a thought, my friend I last spoke of, I will call Pip, due to my facination when I was a kid to Great Expections, allways wanted to be him.  We chatted for a while last evening..He is really a wonderfull person, I wish you all could met him, maybe I will try to have him sign on and blog some, it may be good for him, it was strange when I found out that he had some of the same feelings that I did, not only with a sexual overtone, but as a human being..Green Hand ?   By the way, if anyone cares pain level is creeping way up  there again the last few days and night, I hate to go on stronger meds, maybe hypnosis this time with the meds.. we'll see.

But going back to Pip, I need to write something special for him, either a XXX rated short story , I do a lot of those, one day I will be  famous...prob 100yrs after Im dead.. maybe a soft gentle love poem, story, that expresses my feelings as moon rays falling to earth..?  Still for now I must log off..One day I will tell you if ur interested what happened in the basement sling. up to u..