So another day, another weekend, more mixed feelings and thoughts,.  One good thing was my pain levels were low and managable this weekend.  For you out there that suffer with chronic pain, you know how important good days are.  Anyway back to feelings, I have this friend, that I met online, he lives on East coast, me on the West coast...A really great guy, funny, and understanding.. we have'nt spokent much as far feelings go..and yet, well I get that High school excitement waiting, for hopeing for a IM from him, I have developed emotional feelings that well I would never expect...OK so how do I handle this,??
and my friend if you read this, you will know it is about you.....