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Today I spilled a deep, dark secret to my other half. A secret Ive been keeping to myself for the last year and a half. A very bad secret. She tells me that its not my fault. "it's the Bi-Polar" she says. But it dosent make me feel any better. Now that she knows, it only makes me feel worse. Im not worthy of her love or anybody elses. Im far from the person I use to be. Im on so much medication that it has effected my short term memory. But I remember things about me that arent there anymore. My girlfriend jokes about me having many personalities. I just dont know how she can love me...........
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Posted by blueeyegrl65 on 2008-05-13 01:39:48 | Rating: n/a | Views: 66
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