s'ok. so to start i guess i will bullshyt a bit about the weekend startin' on friday to clear up the couple a lines that this whole site shows off to tha world, then we'll get down to the point o' this posting. but, friday, was early day at work, got outta there early then went to volunteer at this senior living center up in da boogey-down. it was...ok going, a cutie, true blue was there, but it was alright playin bingo and what not with tha old folks. they were nice. if tha commute weren't so dang long i'd be a regular, but maybe,....depending on situation i'll go back next time, dunno.
oh yeah chilled after that downtown, tryed, unsuccessfully to make out w/ a white chick at a club. she danced with a lighter version o' me. was pissed as fuck bout that, pounded my fists into a sign on the subway ride home, anger aplenty.
saturday, slept late, went to tha mom's then to work. got off at 2 or whereabouts. got home, horny, went to jack off, was feeling.....in a gay mood. so started to watch on of them vids, then stopped and tryed to hook up on craigslist........been trying for a while now......and......it happened this time. a dude responded to the ad.......and he ......came over........and we fooled around........and we blew each other.......tryed to fuck him in his ass......but couldnt' get hard.......explained it away as i'm pretty impotent, but really.......just didn't want to.........yeahhhhh.....so......i guess i finally tried, experimented thats what they all say right? so yeahhhh.......anyways,,,,, me hands they shaken now....dunno....hmmm.....welll thats bout it.....at work now and it was a damn hard shyt just typing that out, but heh, who gives a flying fuck huh? got it outta me by typing......so....yeahhhhh.......ummmm. at work now. strange, don't really feel like a cocksucker but i've....dun it now.....so yeah......dunno.........finding though, through them posts that i aint the only, uh.... down low sonabitch out there. dunno? whatthefuckever........school tommorrow......yeah...ill stop now. peach.
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