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day fourteen

Day forteen: Today sucked because I freeked out in front of customers. They put me on a flat bed lane only and told me only to take flat beds, so when people with carts came through I told them I couldn't take them. Some people would have their stuff up

Still not writing on here.

I don't even know the last time I wrote on here... Off Bupropion, I'm on Venlafaxine now for the depression and anxiety. 25 pounds heavier than I was 9 months ago. I'm really unhappy about it and it depresses me every day.

Halloween +Haiku+

Halloween is near Ghosts and goblins flitting by No one will be safe.       hahahahahaa

Why do single women get involved with married men?

WHY DO SINGLE WOMEN GET INVOLVED WITH MARRIED MEN? Women have affairs with married men for a variety of psychological reasons. Some women find it feeds their egos, whereas others are excited by the risk. Still other women enjoy the sex or the challenge

Leave me alone

I don't think I have depression issues but I'm not sure. My mom either never listens to me or goes all extreme and give me therapy. I don't want therapy, no matter what. My sister bugs the crap out of me. She tells me that I'm mental and that no one lik

I don't get society

So when I go to school I am considered innocent. Meaning I'm not a pervert. I don't think sex or other inappropriate things are funny. My generation uses google to look up nasty things but any other society (hopefully) doesn't. They all laugh at me beca


I'm a loner I have friends but I'm not really close to them. I don't like TV or social media or  video games. I use my time  listening to music and reading. I know pathetic. But when I'm reading I can be whoever do whatever and no ones there t

The dramas of an average girl

I feel like I'm all alone in the world. My mom won't listen my sister doesn't care and my dad doesn't get it. A bunch of people today were bad mouthing me so I told them not to mess with me but since I'm a "goody-goody" they all laugh. I try and be stro


I am glad I end things with Josh when I did.I am not going to go back to him.I feel nothing to him but pain and heartache.I wish him well in life but I don't want to hear from him.My diet is ok.I have not lost much weigh


Other people will love you, hate you, appreciate you, ignore you, support you, and betray you. Not imortant.  Live YOUR life.

It is going to burn

Sometimes you just have to wash all of it out. Inspect every dark corner of your heart and admit to the things that you don't like. It's cathartic and painful. It will be the hardest damn thing you ever do and you will hate yourself for it. But not

The Cross In My Pocket...

When I was involved with youth work, I always gave a small silver cross to any kid that had a significant event. I gave them to kids for accepting Christ, Baptism, etc. Along with the cross was a poem that I gave to accompany the cross as follows: