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Two Is Better Than One

I have a burning hunger for your kisses, And a freezing emptyness when you're gone. Now my beliefs favor, That two is better than one.

Q: I'm thinking about writing a book...

I love to write. Having a pen in my hand just feels right. Although, being the mother of two toddlers, I don't have much time. I'm thinking about writing a book, and if it's good enough, find a publisher I can trust. I'm not sure how to get started. I h

I'd Decided

My therapist suggested a while ago that I write out my situation, frustrations, feelings, basically everything out on paper. In his mind he was thinking of something short, but my mind it taking it way beyond that. I'm feeling ambitious. I'm going to wr

Fears

Life without you is so empty, I've never felt this numb. Wandering on my own, I have no clue where I'm going, All I know is I'm following your voice. Cut off from my mind and soul, My heart doesn't want to let you go.

My first post mortum part 1

I am calling this part 1 because I know I need to talk about it in excess but I just want to post a quick intro now. I cannot believe how much I enjoyed it. I now know without a doubt that this is what I should do, it is my passion. Side note, my mother

Call me Crazy but..

Okay, so I've known people who dated people from online. And finally I said, you know what I'll give it a try. Yesterday, I got a message from a girl. (oooooooo) and as I was leaving my sister's house I kept getting her messages. And Cruise was

6-19-13

Tomorrow is my birthday. I have a bunch of things I want to do, so it'll be fun. I also work a lot more recently which is nice. And I hang out with all my friends. I'm not as confused about my feelings anymore either. I'm going to get my

Sold My Soul

Words from his tongue burn like acid into my heart, Painful flashbacks of how it was from the start. I never could understand just how real it felt, When even from the beginning the foundation had started to melt. His lips of morphin

The glass is half empty... Or my heart is.

I don't know what it is. But I don't feel happy being with Ian. I'm not attracted to him physically like I was at first. Nor am I emotionally attached to him. Yet I still love to be around him because he is still a real nice guy. But when it comes to an

How we all met

Since I was 18 I have been a member of the BDSM scene. This blog isn't about that part of my life, but I have to start some where. I got in with several communities. Have had other poly relationships. They all kind of crashed and burned, the thing about