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To those that go before us...

As children you expect that one day you will put your parents into their final resting place. I'm lucky that I haven't even put one grand parent in the ground. My dad's father died when I was 4 months old or something like that, so I was there but not t

Autumn Memories

the 5th Act of the play Cyrano de Bergerac, as he sits in autumn, finally confessing a secret he had kept for years.    And then dies. I never said it was a happy play.

Suicide Attempt Failed

At this moment, it gets worse. I found out that he tried to replace me. I got jealous and I cant accept that I'm not the one he wants. For me he is everything.. But he made me feel ugly, ugly as fuck. Why did he do that to me. Am I really that ugly?

Day Ninety-Eight

Day 98: -Today was such a relaxing day and not really too eventful. I watched a lot of Gilmore Girls. Tried to fix up some of my note sheets for my next unit for Algebra 1. Tried to start making my lesson plan for when my observ

Day 7: Let's Do It Again

Well today was pretty nice. Spent time with the family and everything. Binge a little this weekend but I'm not sweating that, I'm just proud to make it through this week and looking forward to the upcoming week. After this week, I'm starting my workout.

Leave war behind

The world doesn't need to spend trillions of dollars to beef up police forces or increase the fighting capability of our military forces to combat violence. The best way to stem violence, terrorism and war is to heal with a bit of peace. We

Problem with dizziness.

How wonderful I have not eaten practically nothing all day and I can not stand up because I'm a whore dizziness, outside my fucking stomach that does not stop making noises and I kno

Awesome Weekend & My Folks Did It Again! :)

It's been a week or more since I last posted anything about my life so I figured since I have some time, I will post a few lines. School has been going ok, lots of homework as I pretty well expected since it's m

Zou Bisou Bisou

Didn't watch Mad Men all day as I'd planned.  Gerry dragged me out of bed.  Because he's in trouble with me....well, NO, he's not in trouble with me he just thinks he is.  We all fk up, no big deal.  Something good came of it, he'll Mad Men - Zou Bisou Bisou (720p)

Megan Draper (Jessica Paré) sings Zou Bisou Bisou during Don's (Jon Hamm) 'surprise' birthday party and somehow thought he'd be fine with...