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"..Specshun.. hARMS!!!"

With a snap you bring your rifle up to port arms position, open the bolt and look down. Then the inspecting officer takes it, flips it aroud. feeling for and looking for dust, sightihng down the barre, makin

Cheap Tips For A Cheap Bathroom Renovation

If you are planning a cheap bathroom renovation project, then it will be useful if you gather as much information before you begin, to help you achieve this. Plan the project by working out the design that you would like and prepare for any unexpected e

The Mini Holiday

Mr Right Now and I went on holiday recently. A little mini break away from reality, where it was just the two of us and we spent every waking moment together.    I really can say that I think that it helped us to rekindle the f

Judgement no more

We ask people about what they think. We often talk about them behind their back.  We come to rash conclusions and automatically form an opinion about others because of how they are? But who are we to judge?We all have our reasons for doing what we

Emotions

i didnt know what to title this but I sound like a broke record. I miss my ex. He has moved on w his life. He has a gf. I want him to be happy, I do. I just dont understand how someone can get with someone so fast when they were married for so long. I j

Don't Be Stupid

This morning on the way to drop off the boys at daycare the radio played what was once mine and Scott's song.  As I changed the station I asked Jeremy why we never had a song.  He said we did, it was Shania Twain's Don't Be Stupid.  Wow.

https://i.ytimg.com/vi/19vl_D8ubEY/hqdefault.jpg Shania Twain - Don't Be Stupid (Original) [HD]

Shania Twain - Don't Be Stupid (Original)

Random poetry(Free Verse)

As I lie down about to sleep I used to dream of being attacked by Freddy Krueger Every night in the dream there was a town And it  seemed so peaceful until he came around Then his creator died As sad as it wa

Finding myself

I don't want to sit here And bitch or complain, I just want to find myself and be happy.    The hard thing is that I know what I need to do to change; it's just doing it! Day in and day out!! I need to love myself, inside an ou

Where have the last 10 weeks gone?

Officially 10 weeks post op today! I can't believe how fast the time has flown! In the last 12 weeks (10 since surgery + 2 weeks immediately preceding surgery where I was on my preop diet) I have lost 61 pounds! I have lost nearly 2 clothing sizes alrea

Crash!

World....crashing! What happened? How did I end up here? Where did I go wrong? The many thou

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Lost and Confused

The news of L was hard. But I'm realizing that I'm having a hard time letting go. I can't seem to proccess the loss even though it happened last June and we only had a few (really good, mind you) months together. I've found it difficult to be single. It

dead to me

Death around me, fragile soul. embracing the reaper, exchanging tolls. There's calm in this solitude. The end drawing nye. I get a taste of what's left for me Not a tear need I cry.