thoughts

I'm done... for now

After days in New York.... it's nice to see my house once more....Hola!!! I am back mis amigos de Thoughts!!!!!!!!!

She pulled her knees, Up against her chest, On floors of polished white… Her thoughts astray, She had closed away, What took place that night… Molly’s tears In buckets, fell, Warm like summer rain… Madeline Hair like wine, ...

The news of Angelina Jolie's elective double mastectomy upset my man.  He didn't get it...........a "chance, what, there are better odds in Vegas".  I blinked.  Blinked again and kept my mouth shut.  He's a man, he doesn't get it.  If he had a gene...

Life and Times 0f… Memoirs of a Clown     Outwardly feigning complacency inwardly awaiting the uncertain end Brushing by happiness along the way she closes her eyes and pretends    And yet, at times, she is inexplicably drawn ...

Roiling, dark storm clouds Twisting and piling high Oozing malevolant violence Jagged sharp cracks of lightning Merciless tears in reality's fabric Remorselessly shredding the aether Deafening aerial detonations Hideous monstrous beastial roars...

Just came in from soaking up the sun into my soul~ I should really do a suntan commercial LMAO

I sat on the bed in my hotel room. He sat in the chair, sort of a distance from me. There was an element of uncomfortability. Many reasons but one being that this was the first time I had my own hotel room without my parents. It sort of felt alone...

Finals are offically over! I am offically done with my Assocaites Degree in Human Services! Woot woot go me! Off to sell my book back to the school book store, than hit the gym for 45 minutes, than go tanning! Than its off to work to make that paper!...

If you don't like what I post on my blog then go the fuck away. This is my place to be able to say and post the things i want to without being judged negatively. So don't even go there okay?

I avoid people for the most part. I have my select group of friends and I don't stray too far from that circle. However, I've often said that one of the downsides of having friends is that your friends have friends and they usually suck. I am lucky in...

Tried Blogging once before and I just couldnt get into it. Decided I needed to do it again so I can let some of this out since I have no one to talk to.

My uncle made me eat today... I felt like I couldn't though... I just couldn't force anything down...    Her viewing is tomorrow... I still have not opened her letter... I'm going to though before I see her for the last time so I can say a real...

rant, vent, ask advice, get to know me, chat, whatever you feel like doing, do it! i will do my best to help you with your problems and give you that shoulder you need, and that place you can go to ask things your too scared to.   ...

  I serve the Light   From the Darkness of a twisted mind   For the things I’ve done   A pyre is built   Because no can see   The service past the Beast   Sacrificed   For the things I see   The...

My heart aches every time the memory comes to mind. I quickly shoo it away when it does. I never told anyone this and I figured since I'm annonymous I can tell this blog. Firstly, I was so naive thinking that erotic dancers just dance. My first lap...

these past few weeks have been more than difficult. i had sex with my bestfriend , broke his trust. and now he wont even talk to me. i see him everyday and it is the most awkward scene you could view. im scared that i fell for him. i didnt want to but...