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Screw Your God (Because I won't!)

  Where religion is concerned, I’m not much of a fan- the rules, regulations and all seeing eyes don’t resonate as true to me. ANY faith, while real and true to its believers, is only and will only ever be words and stories handed down through...

My heart is tremendously aching today...

Today is that day where I can't stop crying. Between my heart aching so bad and my asthma and pneumonia, I feel like I just want to stop living. This pain is so deep right now and I feel like it's nothing but a big nightmare that I can't wake up from....

Washboard Roads

I think I read about them in a geography book, or it may have been in a history book.  It was one of the ways that we built roads back in the late 18th ad early 19th centuries. They set stacks of 6 x 6 or 6 by 8 inch timbers across the road with...

:(

I sit here feeling so in pain i keep pushing him away and I don't know why I hate feeling like this 

observations. .

Beauty – skin flushed from the patted combination of blush, eyes enhanced with the extra curve of the mascara wand, lips roused with a skilled smear of gloss.. Hair coifed to the T…. Boobs split and upholstered by soft cups of silk Clothes draped...

People

I wanna see people!!! People in love, people handing holds, people sharing laughs, people sharing tears, I want to hear the cry my brother I need to know your pain, take off your shoes and tell me about the game, tell me about what life is to you...

Fetching Son From School

Snorting like a weasel, got drenched in the rain, Arc in the facade coldly imposing, Rushed to the classroom to get instruction, Running late again, got used to vacation.   Thinking about you as I sit here in this armchair, It's not...

To Vicky

To the Raven haired Vicky Who way back when Taught me how to run the bases.

Is Anybody Out There?

Have any of you who bought my book actually read it yet?  I'm waiting for criticism or praise or whatever you'd like to dish out!!

I Wonder About The Person Who Live Up There..

When I wake up with the sun and I hear the roaster croak, and I feel the breeze touching me softly and I see so much colors around me and the morning smells so refresing...I just know someone had to have created it all...  I think whoever created...

Balance

Im trying to find a balance in my relationship now.   A balance of talking about other males and females. It seems that both my boyfriend and I tend to have a bad filter when talking about such things. For example, my boyfriend just said that he...

Pissed.

Everything is not real today...  I'm lost in a world that only I can see. I want out.  I cried in the one to one today... I hate crying...  It's just... there is this girl here... She is so young... Is it so hard to not fuck your children?...

Whispered Moments

Poetry is nothing more than an expression of the mind while being inconvenienced by the heart. It causes the heart to weep and then drains every last drop upon the parchment. Which is why there is nothing as reveling as the eyes, for they whisper the...

A Random Collection of Late Night Questions

From the five human senses, which is your strongest? I would say touch, because my body is very sensitive and I recieve ASMR (tingles in my head and down my spine) from so many triggers. However since my anxiety disoder developed three years ago my...

Appreciation

Can we all just take a moment out of our day, out of our lives to appreciate........... The internet? really let's really appreciate the internet lets take some time to think about all it's done for us it got me through school it helped me...

Hi

HI I'm shawna! I'm new to this. So please be nice a bare with me as I try to work this!