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Taking care of him while he recovers

Today I'm home (I'm off all week) trying to take care of hubby as he recuperates from his surgery. I'm feeling some type of way, I'm feeling on the fence feeling that things are okay right now but that at any moment he will snap for no reason. I feel...

Reflection (July 30, 2014)

                    Today, I have realized that we, human, tend to think of a way to make time pass by so fast without us knowing. When we were bored or we don’t have anything to do due to some circumstances, we try to think of a way to make...

The guilt is eating me from the inside

It's too hard for habits. I'm babysitting my uncles children again They're cute-ish Honestly I had made plans to stay in bed all day and stare at the ceiling I woke up at 3am with the fear that I was still in bed with the kitten. I...

Rescue me

A random meeting I know we were meant to be Your love will heal me First fight, I am still broken Your love cannot rescue me   Be patient with me Still have emotional fists I need time to heal Don not become the patient ...

I Was Raped

I was 17 years old. I had never had sex before. I had had boyfriends. But nothing that serious.   I met a 50 year old man. I had always looked for a father figure. I thought in him, I had found one. I was very sick. I was home from school, in...

Saying Goodbye to Toxic People

What do I mean by "toxic people"? I'm referring to the people in your life that aren't always necassarily bad people, but are emotionally draining and tend to "bring you down". You know, those people that always seem to have/create drama, are...

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what exactly is the right thing to do with life? i don't know. i don't think i ever will.  i intend to get back to where i was 2 years ago. i was the happiest. the difference is freedom and love for myself. and maybe drugs. but i...

Sexy Tuesday Fourway

        Fred & Ginger are the pair we tend to talk about & aside from his sister Ginger was probably the best dance partner he worked with but, that's not all it takes to be sexy. Audrey brings a depth to the character Ginger always...

Wackadoodles Fail..................

Rep. John Boehner, Speaker of the House, on the last day before Congress goes on vacation, couldn't even get his immgration bill to the floor. He didn't have enough votes, because the tea baggers shut down the republicans once again.   The...

You're A Feeling That I Used To Have (It's Called Horny)

"Take out the strangers and alcohol you can't afford," I said. "Where are we?" Rose was beautiful, but, she was beautiful. "A very shitty bar." Small and delicate, flats just shy of 5’1 or 5’2, I think. I looked enormous by her, and by...

Starting Fresh

This is my first blog. I wanna tell you that because this marks my first endeavor towards my professional writing.  I'm afraid to show what I write.  It would become judged and disrespected.  I respect what I write, because it brings the dark out...