The LORD is good. He protects those who trust Him in times of trouble. Nahum 1:7 _when you needed help and everyone else turned their back on you, how much do you want to be... Read More
Posted by: eyfab on 2008-05-16 21:55:07
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It's Thursday. That means tomorrow is Friday, and I can't wait. I just got back from having lunch with my brother. It was fun. He came and took me and Bergen, he is still at work with me, to... Read More
Posted by: KarKar on 2008-05-15 15:24:09
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It isnt fair. It isnt fair how I cry myself to sleep every night... How as soon as I open my eyes in the morning I think of you and cry some more... While you dont even care.. or... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-12 00:51:24
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I'm just so torn apart right now. I'm in so much pain. Why? Why….why me? Why him.. why us =[ Why did he do it? How could he do it? How could he sleep at night knowing he was... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-07 00:08:04
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I hurt I hurt It hurts You hurt me… My eyes hurt My heart hurts My soul hurts I don't want to live anymore I want to die. I want to die… I don't want to cry... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-03 21:21:40
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 I have been absolutely mind blown for the last few weeks or so.  Hence no posts. Getting married.  Moving. Depression. Anxiety. Stress. Church business...Voluntary work... Read More
Posted by: becomeasalittlechild on 2008-05-03 16:08:37
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Well… I have finished first year… I haven’t blogged much because of exams and stress… but.. it is all over… and I start work soon… which… frankly... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-30 23:25:05
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What a day today! Bad things always have to happen at once, why is that? We were due tax credits money today, but it wasnt in this morning, and on opening of the mail I... Read More
Posted by: WeeMimi on 2008-04-21 16:36:13
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Updates…..Updates….for my reference….so I shant forget the time you put efforts out to talk to me…I hopes you will still in the future… I miss you still... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-18 23:19:52
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ll i've been faced with some of the worse anticipation i've ever experienced in my life. for the last week i've been trying to figure out if my woman is pregnant or not. i know she wants a child... Read More
Posted by: teekillinem on 2008-04-17 14:39:33
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I don't believe I have ever felt so depressed.  I feel like I'm no longer in control of my destiny.  My life is no longer what it used to be, but I've always tried to manage by... Read More
Posted by: BunnieMarie on 2008-04-13 16:24:32
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I would have done ANYTHING for you. I wanted to give you EVERYTHING I had…. Everything. I would have died for you without a second hesitation&helli Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-12 23:53:09
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Currently…. This song by Vanessa Hudgens ‘When there was me and you’ describes perfectly how I am feeling…minus the stress of essays and exams in school…... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-07 16:44:59
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i'm so tired of being sad, so tired of feeling hate, rejection, worthless, but isnt everyong? even the people who you think have the perfect life have their problems. It seems to be so hard for... Read More
Posted by: suicireject8892 on 2008-04-06 16:26:20
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The last few days since you abandoned me for the second time… I have been thinking a lot and realizing a lot too…. Basically& Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-06 14:22:15
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Muffins had been telling me he loves me and cares about me and misses me.... but today after school he was at his girlfriends house... he told me they didn’t have sex... he refused... but... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-01 12:50:00
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hi all- the day out here seems so bright and cool- but the sun is growing hotter as I have to really get myself into school work this monin..I value school so much that I can't walk away without... Read More
Posted by: Jaysquash on 2008-03-30 22:30:00
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Well…I’m just going to go right out and say it…. Muffins had sex. It isn’t so much as the act itself that KILLS m Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-29 19:59:00
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Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-25 15:53:22
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Sometimes…most of the time, I wish I could just curl into a ball so tight that I would just disappear, like I never existed at all. But no matter ho Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-22 03:04:01
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Its Tuesday today, and I know its not written in stone but, I thought I would hear from you today. I know you haven’t noticed, but you usually contact me on Tuesdays… It has been a... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-18 22:33:01
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I’m sure anyone reading this has felt the feeling of cold tears streaming down your face and soothing your burning skin Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-17 22:25:44
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Maybe I worry too much. I don't know. I'm worried about my boyfriend. His phone got turned off, and he didn't tell me it was getting shut off. Maybe it's just me but I'm a complete worrier. Worry... Read More
Posted by: butt3rflyk1ss3s on 2008-03-13 14:13:16
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OKay, so poems just arn't cutting it anymore. I just need to spill, a Read More
Posted by: jess_vickers on 2008-03-09 21:07:39
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A word of caution is on order at this point: This Blog Is Not Poetic My day is getting worse and worse and worse. My room-mate hasn't been home in 2 days, and I'm really... Read More
Posted by: Foheskiy on 2008-03-06 12:41:33
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