its weird,when i feel blue it wont last for so long,my heart will find the joy,and then i feel better,sometimes without crying, its cool realy get a good nite sleep tonite,not use to him being gone... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-07-17 21:03:11
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got some duckets for the rockies  ya the boys love going, ball and chain wants to go with us  i got four from ball and chains partner at work, it will be a nite game,  the lites and... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-07-15 19:30:11
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ya its gonna be another hot one today,beat the heat,play with the boys in pool stay real cool,got this floaty thingy its a spring well anyway i open this thing yesterday, it pops me in the... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-07-15 10:23:46
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Titanic: Who Cares? Today I caught my brother watching some super hyped show about the Titanic on the Discovery Channel. It was about some diving team that blew all sorts of time and effort... Read More
Posted by: RantsRaves on 2008-06-18 04:19:11
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I walk this razer's edge, between this world and what lives in the next. I walk this folding line, take a breath try to bide my time. I run along this road unchecked, deminsions fold like a... Read More
Posted by: JCMarcoh on 2008-06-17 06:21:16
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to the batting cage and park, he wants to come home crap he does this i have to stand my grounddont like him being gone at nite, use to haveing a man around even if he is passed out  at nite... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-06-14 21:29:50
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 This would be my very first blog.......( .......yehey for me!). Its really late hear(from where i am), its already 11:20 pm. Thoughts, thoughts, this is so hard, hahaha, i can't imagine... Read More
Posted by: lovegreen09 on 2008-06-05 11:48:28
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ya good mood  saw shrink this morning, early mom can come and watch boys for me,its her pleasure and its good for her to see my boys, she saw my oldest being born, she said he looked like a... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-06-04 12:00:42
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Have you ever had someone that loved you, but you did not love them back? Well, I am in that boat right now. There is a guy that is in total love with me, but I do not love him back. The fact is... Read More
Posted by: JanetMarieBowers on 2008-05-30 01:49:29
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my kids windup when he pitches, wow amazeing, hes only 10 wish you could see it man, they used his arm on the Championanship game,i just stood there with my mouth open couldny belive it, hes scarey... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-05-26 18:37:25
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love that smell ball and chain came home from work, he got busy  the neighbours area ready to shoot us only ones thathavent cut the grass yett,dandolines sooo  tall , hes getten it... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-05-21 19:38:33
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I like this kid at my school... His Name is Brandon Lorenzo...! Sometimes i get the vibe he likes me... He calls me "Best Buddy!!!" all the time even though i don't know him. I am not... Read More
Posted by: heaven_help_us17 on 2008-05-13 22:38:53
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never thought i would do it to anyone, well i did,dont want to go to funeral by myself,told ball and chain to come with me, it would be nice to have some support, is that wrong,no i dont think so,... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-29 11:23:03
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Okay here's a question. Would you kill or go to jail. That's a question enough to ponder for some of you but for other's I need to explain myself. Some of you may have heard this one before.... Read More
Posted by: ponder_this on 2008-04-21 20:51:05
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When I offer to do something, it means I want to do it. And if someone asks me to do something, it means they want me to do it and whether or not they get what they want is contingent upon my... Read More
Posted by: whatthevuck on 2008-04-14 13:28:30
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It's amazing what shame does to a person. For the longest time I thought that maybe being in love, would make me happy. Maybe thats the problem... The fact that I chase love, demand it... and... Read More
Posted by: TheBoneCollector on 2008-04-09 05:22:33
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she was a bus girl, young, and working her but off, i was nice like always and started talking to her, it drives my family nuts, well anyway,when she came by the table i noticed needle tracks on... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-04 11:42:00
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OK I can't believe I'm saying this but.... This 4th book is totally wack no Faxness it bored me I have total respect and know why it wasn't that good (it's because James P. used all his good... Read More
Posted by: Supporttheflock1995 on 2008-03-24 15:54:13
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Names of individuals changed to protect innocence. After doing the following exercise I feel content about who I am, challenged to evaluate both what I and others say and do and to listen to... Read More
Posted by: becomeasalittlechild on 2008-03-13 14:04:23
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whats the best thing to clean your computer, and keys? ball and chain said he would grab something from work  well that was a while ago, thanks... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-03-11 11:31:40
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my hsband arrived last Feb.27,'08 at around 3am. thanks God he's alive. But y is it im not totally happy? d mere fact dat he's with us already is enough reason 4 us 2 be hapy. but No. i rate... Read More
Posted by: jeulyanna on 2008-03-05 23:17:15
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i could just go when the kids get of school, and in the meantime, do WHAT I WANT  mann that does sound realy great, even take a nappy poo with my miss kitty,  ya i have had a housefull... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-03-03 11:21:31
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We think we know. Yes, we suppose that people commit suicide when they are clinically depressed. The truth: actually, statistics show that most people who committed suicide did it when they were... Read More
Posted by: june_lunare on 2008-03-02 16:43:28
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wow i cant believe its March , lots of birthdays, on my side of the family,  i was haveing  a little trouble in my heart, i called my fucken moma, i never do that unless i realy need... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-03-01 10:55:45
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i want to make it a series of letters to my best friend. who i just happen to be in love with. so i'll get on that later. Read More
Posted by: blehdefinesme on 2008-02-28 17:22:25
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