Okay I said I was going to write about the dates but I'm really busy atm so I have to be short. I'm listening to R&B soul on demand which is tight.....and irrelevant. Erm, sorry. Anywho the... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-02-27 20:56:56
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So Valentines day is here. I've been talking to this one girl now for only a short while. Every night after I get off work  we talk until about 2-3 in the morning...she has to get up at around... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-02-14 14:59:13
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I just wanted to say to everyone out there....DO SOMETHING! Life only happens by getting out there and being involved. Volunteer at a local church. Go to a play, movies, beach, pool. It doesn't... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-02-13 16:37:24
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XXXXX!!!! I think I'm actually falling for this girl. Our coffee plans turned into a date and I have a hard time getting her off my mind. Feel like I'm back in highschool or something!!! Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-02-12 04:53:20
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So It's nothing much to say but I met this one girl who lives somewhat nearby. In Auburn, where I used to live. She seems really cool and I'll be heading down there this weekend. But idk, maybe... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-02-11 05:22:49
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2-10-08 I’m surrounded by people, yet I’m feeling so alone. I feel weak. Out of place. Unfulfilled. Sometimes its times like this that make me feel like there might be something... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-02-10 06:01:43
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Last Valentines day I spent with a very close friend. I remember being depressed about being alone for Valentines, and then late that night she called me. I had work the next morning but I went... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-02-09 01:33:35
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Being alone.....sucks. Stressfull day at work and I come home to lazy roomates and a hungry brother rather than lying down with my girl on the couch watching old scary movies. God I miss those... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-02-01 02:09:41
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It’s been a while since I last wrote. Mainly because I’ve been busy with other things, also because I was never sure what to write. I Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-01-29 13:48:49
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Dear Car, While everything you have done for me is more then greatly appreciated, I feel like we have too many problems to carry on our relationship any further. I know you've been abused by... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-01-22 13:15:03
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Who I am This is not a normal Journal entry; in fact, I wouldn’t even consider this an entry at all. I’d like to tell someone, other than myself, of who I am. My name is... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-01-22 03:16:36
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I'm sick and I need a girlfriend to take care of me. : P Well its almost time to go to work, bleck. At least I have aspirin. Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-01-20 13:50:27
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I feel so good lately and since joining this site, I feel a little more understood and feel I have people to turn to if I don't want to confide in nobody around me, like my friend TylerK... Read More
Posted by: DRAKEGIRLBLUE on 2008-01-18 20:46:22
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I haven’t gone into work yet but I got a call from Keith who told me that nine people got laid off this morning. All temp but they had a meeting saying sales have been XXXXX. People are... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-01-14 16:54:08
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  I spew a lot of XXXXX, and by that I mean instead of saying Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-01-14 03:11:54
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Usually my Christmas consists of me spending the day in my room alone, too sad and depressed to come out. Most of my life I was told by my stepmother, through word or action, that I was unwanted... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-01-12 20:01:45
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AGH! My hair is falling out!!!!! FUUUUCK! A friend of mine told me just the other day that I have white hairs littering the back of my head! GAH! He then jested about me having so much stress over... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-01-12 19:59:55
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Where to start? The other day I was talking to a friend via the ever so popular TEXT and something was said that brought up some very uncomfortable memories and thoughts; about Tasha, and about... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2008-01-12 19:56:43
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12-17-07 Work was crazy, litterally....crazy. I think my "lead" has some serious emotional issues regarding his last g/f, and, apparently,  he was woken up this morning by some... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2007-12-18 03:48:49
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12-16-07 I keep thinking about Tasha. I've been thinking that maybe I was a bad b/f. It hurts so much when I think that, but I realized today that I am still just a young man; I'm childish... Read More
Posted by: Tyler40k on 2007-12-17 05:20:19
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