I think I need some advice… So… it was getting to hard of a pain to bear to not talk to him… so on the 19th I finally t exted him. He seemed really... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-21 13:34:08
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I XXXXX miss you… =( I XXXXX miss you so much right now. I so badly want to text you… Muffins&helli p; please talk to me.. I miss you… I love you so XXXXX much.... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-18 17:16:22
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Well I did it, I asked Justin to move in with me. He said that he would love to! It's not like I didn't think that he would, I guess I was just nervous that he would think moving in would be... Read More
Posted by: NoraInman on 2008-05-12 08:35:20
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It isnt fair. It isnt fair how I cry myself to sleep every night... How as soon as I open my eyes in the morning I think of you and cry some more... While you dont even care.. or... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-12 00:51:24
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I'm just so torn apart right now. I'm in so much pain. Why? Why….why me? Why him.. why us =[ Why did he do it? How could he do it? How could he sleep at night knowing he was... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-07 00:08:04
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I hurt I hurt It hurts You hurt me… My eyes hurt My heart hurts My soul hurts I don't want to live anymore I want to die. I want to die… I don't want to cry... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-03 21:21:40
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Well… I have finished first year… I haven’t blogged much because of exams and stress… but.. it is all over… and I start work soon… which… frankly... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-30 23:25:05
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Updates…..Updates….for my reference….so I shant forget the time you put efforts out to talk to me…I hopes you will still in the future… I miss you still... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-18 23:19:52
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I would have done ANYTHING for you. I wanted to give you EVERYTHING I had…. Everything. I would have died for you without a second hesitation&helli Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-12 23:53:09
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I feel lost, abandoned and forgotten My true love, was lost My face is awash with tears my heart shreds at each glance I see the person he was and I see what he is They are not the same... Read More
Posted by: jewl on 2008-04-08 14:46:24
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Posted by: Ottehey on 2008-04-08 11:36:48
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Currently…. This song by Vanessa Hudgens ‘When there was me and you’ describes perfectly how I am feeling…minus the stress of essays and exams in school…... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-07 16:44:59
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The last few days since you abandoned me for the second time… I have been thinking a lot and realizing a lot too…. Basically& Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-06 14:22:15
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Posted by: Ottehey on 2008-04-06 06:17:22
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Muffins had been telling me he loves me and cares about me and misses me.... but today after school he was at his girlfriends house... he told me they didn’t have sex... he refused... but... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-01 12:50:00
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Well…I’m just going to go right out and say it…. Muffins had sex. It isn’t so much as the act itself that KILLS m Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-29 19:59:00
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Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-25 15:53:22
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Posted by: Ottehey on 2008-03-22 13:08:14
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Sometimes…most of the time, I wish I could just curl into a ball so tight that I would just disappear, like I never existed at all. But no matter ho Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-22 03:04:01
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Its Tuesday today, and I know its not written in stone but, I thought I would hear from you today. I know you haven’t noticed, but you usually contact me on Tuesdays… It has been a... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-18 22:33:01
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Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-17 22:25:44
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So a friend of mine gave me one of her books to read by Deepak Chopra, pretty good stuff for the most part, have a few dissagreements, but got me into an interesting frame of mind, so here's a... Read More
Posted by: Long on 2008-03-15 04:18:09
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I talked to my sister in law who informed me kaylee was released from the hospital.  She also informed me that she and the children went to visit my cousin yesterday.  The news was... Read More
Posted by: whatsreal on 2008-02-26 00:25:22
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"The Nervous System," Your nervous system has nerves that connect with the brain. There are nerve cells all over your body. The Sensory Nerve cell carries the impulse to the connecting... Read More
Posted by: QuickHitGondolin on 2008-02-13 09:36:52
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“Democracy is a device that ensures we shall be governed no better than we deserve.” This quote by George Bernard Shaw points out that when we think that our leaders do a terrible job,... Read More
Posted by: tradecraft on 2008-01-28 17:07:59
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