Pain - drives you
Suffering - modivates you to continue
Ripping - sound that comforts
Red - color of something good
Taste - undescribable
These are a few...
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I haven't been writing for a while. I've been preoccupied. Between the trying to get better and trying to give up, I came to a middle ground. A vast, unstable, island contain...
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I cut. Not just cut, carved. A word. Into my arm again. I know everyone else already knows my flaws, they point them out all the time. So why do I feel the need to carve them...
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I'm not addicted to drugs, or alcohol, or adrenaline rushes. But I do crave it. Someone says "weed" and my heart thuds and I'll do almost anything for a hit. I dream...
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I really just want to lie down, and stay there for the next few days. I'm tired, and since my blood tests I feel as though I'm free for a little while.
Now, my sense of...
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Is there a point for trying so hard, working so hard, moving foward so quickly? We all try so hard, just to die in the end. All of the experiences, moments, ideas, magnificent...
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On making sense... There are so many different things that are fogging up my head and I can't really maneuver my way through it. I hate over thinking things, one little...
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When I'm not cutting myself, I'm off being an idiot or a cold-hearted XXXXX. Why? Because I'm trying to stop cutting. But it isn't working. It makes me crazy. Well, not crazy to...
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I am not in control of myself. Sometimes I just lose it, or are so on the verge of losing it I'm terrified.
I had to grip so hard around the leg of the desk, I have...
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I don't know how many of you reading this have felt this way, if you haven't you're lucky.
It's like feeling completely out of control, but still having to...
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Lord watch over Joey in his time of need, his need to make himself a healthy spiritaul human being again.
To learn to handle stress and depression in different...
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