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Pain - drives you Suffering - modivates you to continue Ripping - sound that comforts Red - color of something good Taste - undescribable These are a few... ...Read More
 Posted by: xscarstellst... on 2008-07-25 11:51:18  | Rating  | Views: 43 | Comments: 1 | Tags suicide  self-injury 
I Hit The Self Destruct Button.
I haven't been writing for a while. I've been preoccupied. Between the trying to get better and trying to give up, I came to a middle ground. A vast, unstable, island contain... ...Read More
 Posted by: lingeringmemory on 2008-05-13 20:15:02  | Rating  | Views: 56 | Comments: 2 | Tags self-injury  smoking  cigarettes  self-destruction 
I did it again -Graphic- Explicit Content
I cut. Not just cut, carved. A word. Into my arm again. I know everyone else already knows my flaws, they point them out all the time. So why do I feel the need to carve them... ...Read More
 Posted by: lingeringmemory on 2008-04-28 19:07:10  | Rating  | Views: 96 | Comments: 5 | Tags self-injury  hopelessness  depression 
Is it strange? Is it wrong?
I'm not addicted to drugs, or alcohol, or adrenaline rushes. But I do crave it. Someone says "weed" and my heart thuds and I'll do almost anything for a hit. I dream... ...Read More
 Posted by: lingeringmemory on 2008-04-25 22:34:18  | Rating  | Views: 74 | Comments: 1 | Tags drugs  alcohol  stupidity  self-injury 
Fall Away
I really just want to lie down, and stay there for the next few days. I'm tired, and since my blood tests I feel as though I'm free for a little while. Now, my sense of... ...Read More
 Posted by: lingeringmemory on 2008-04-18 23:40:24  | Rating  | Views: 67 | Comments: 0 | Tags self-injury  depression  sadness 
Is there a point?
Is there a point for trying so hard, working so hard, moving foward so quickly? We all try so hard, just to die in the end. All of the experiences, moments, ideas, magnificent... ...Read More
 Posted by: lingeringmemory on 2008-04-15 21:12:03  | Rating  | Views: 108 | Comments: 5 | Tags suicide  self-injury  depression  cutting  relapse 
I've given up...
On making sense... There are so many different things that are fogging up my head and I can't really maneuver my way through it. I hate over thinking things, one little... ...Read More
 Posted by: lingeringmemory on 2008-04-11 20:42:05  | Rating  | Views: 79 | Comments: 3 | Tags headaches  tired  cutting  self-injury  depression 
I'm Just Crazy. Plain and Simple Explicit Content
When I'm not cutting myself, I'm off being an idiot or a cold-hearted XXXXX. Why? Because I'm trying to stop cutting. But it isn't working. It makes me crazy. Well, not crazy to... ...Read More
 Posted by: lingeringmemory on 2008-04-10 22:10:37  | Rating  | Views: 59 | Comments: 4 | Tags self-injury  compassion  hatred  flaws 
The Monster I Am
I am not in control of myself. Sometimes I just lose it, or are so on the verge of losing it I'm terrified. I had to grip so hard around the leg of the desk, I have... ...Read More
 Posted by: lingeringmemory on 2008-03-26 21:35:17  | Rating  | Views: 104 | Comments: 2 | Tags grades  anger  bi-polar  self-injury  cutting 
Diary of a Cutter
I don't know how many of you reading this have felt this way, if you haven't you're lucky. It's like feeling completely out of control, but still having to... ...Read More
 Posted by: lingeringmemory on 2008-03-23 22:00:45  | Rating  | Views: 93 | Comments: 1 | Tags self-injury  depression  suicide  running away  mental disorders 
Please pray this prayer.
Lord watch over Joey in his time of need, his need to make himself a healthy spiritaul human being again.  To learn to handle stress and depression in different... ...Read More
 Posted by: Acre on 2008-01-29 21:31:56  | Rating  | Views: 86 | Comments: 4 | Tags Prayer  Joey  Acre  Self-Injury  Depression 
                 
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