" Do you believe in God?' I looked up to find another student standing above me. I was surprised, not many students would come to the library at lunch for fear of being called a nerd. The... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-05-01 12:23:18
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So today is one of those days were I feel like crap. I knew this day would come, I feel really happy for a while than the next thing you know is that I want to die and block out the world. I think... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-04-28 10:59:47
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People have high expectations of me when they meet me. They expect me to be perfect but when I tell them how I messed up in 9th grade they act all shock. Like the thought of me messing up or... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-04-18 11:21:08
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Well I moved about 11 times and been to about 9 diffrent schools. We been evicted from two houses. My dad used to pawn our stuff to get drugs. So than bills wouldnt get paid so they would have to... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-04-14 10:36:30
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Well considering I came into this year claiming that this was my year, I would leave my depression behind and sort out my life things arent going so well. Valentines day was great except it... Read More
Posted by: Herderofcats on 2008-02-23 18:34:57
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Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-01-24 13:09:05
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 I hope everyone had a good new years etc. I know I havent kept up with my blog but I have been busy working night shifts which is so draining. Anyway there has been a development... Read More
Posted by: MrMoon on 2008-01-09 07:20:19
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Well Xmas eve and part of xmas day were great for me I got to spend it with my kids and it was nice, I saw them open all their lovely presents etc. <p> Unfortunately thats about as good as... Read More
Posted by: MrMoon on 2007-12-30 15:25:13
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I heard it. The pound of her footsteps, her sobs, the kind of sobs that come from the darkest place, a place where all of your hope is lost, the kind of sobs that as they exit your mouth they take... Read More
Posted by: she_smiles87 on 2007-12-18 01:43:45
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What's your opinion on self-harm? Me, well, I've got quite a few opinions. I'm not going to lie, nor am I going to brag about it. But I happen to cut myself. Don't go judging because I... Read More
Posted by: FoxyBaby on 2007-11-16 09:56:46
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This is my first attempt at a blog, and it's not for the usual purposes of keeping friends and family updated... in fact, I would prefer it if they never saw this.  Yes, that probably *does*... Read More
Posted by: gaimangirl on 2007-10-10 04:54:30
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I've never done this before but I thought it might help, telling strangers how I feel, but please don't read this because I'm just writing it for myself, so it... Read More
Posted by: darkwingsxxx on 2007-08-13 13:16:11
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