Sometimes we need a slap in the face to remind us that as much as we try to hide The world can quietly show us things we don't always want to see. And what a painful reminder that can be. Read More
Posted by: jringwald on 2008-06-26 22:53:54
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So when I wrote last night when I wrote that I was doing well I lied!  Ok I didn't lie but I was very mistaken.  I was great all day today and then tonight wow it hit me.  I feel... Read More
Posted by: bear98_55122 on 2008-06-21 00:27:44
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     Not much to do when you are sitting at home alone on a weekday, it gets pretty lonely brings a person to wanting to write I think. I really don't care if noone ever reads... Read More
Posted by: Sengentaro on 2008-06-18 16:51:49
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The beginning, or is it the end? Hard to tell, I suppose this could be one of those Chicken or the egg thing! Either way I’ll start with me: I have a good life when you look at the... Read More
Posted by: Happymeallife on 2008-06-05 01:50:54
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I'm sorry for missing you today. I thought I saw the true you one day And the next it all slipped away. I wanted to continue to hold you for a lifetime But a different path was chosen for... Read More
Posted by: jringwald on 2008-05-08 13:56:47
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I wonder why I do it? Ask the questions that cause the hurt. The answers I know are coming Are those I probably don't want to know But having the answers hurts less I suppose, then... Read More
Posted by: jringwald on 2008-04-22 17:18:04
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I was on my way home from school in our white van when my mom got a phone call. I normally try and listen in on her conversations to know what’s going on. When I figured out my mom was... Read More
Posted by: jessicahgist on 2008-04-01 21:20:00
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I'm fighting that saddness that's hidden way deep inside. Certain actions, or people, or feelings bring it bubbling back up And I wish I could figure out how to keep it buried. Because... Read More
Posted by: jringwald on 2008-03-18 22:31:51
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He finally showed up to 'talk".  Three weeks later and he finally came over to let me know what was going on.  He wanted to know if I could change and accept his drinking. ... Read More
Posted by: TheDance on 2008-03-02 08:06:55
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Tomorrow is my birthday.  I am so sad and depressed, not about my birthday but about where my life is right now.  Somehow the birthday and this saddness and depression have partnered;... Read More
Posted by: TheGreatPretender on 2008-02-19 22:08:32
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I have been gone for a bit now.  I had a really rough holiday.  My grandfather passed away right before Christmas.  He was my best friend and life hasn't been the same since he... Read More
Posted by: sweet_leilani on 2008-01-17 23:45:55
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They say it's better to have loved and lost than neve loved at all, But how high do you want to go before the final fall The more you love the more you hurt when it all comes to an end... Read More
Posted by: meiam on 2007-12-16 21:52:11
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I feel very tired, I think I could sleep all day if the world would let me. My head hurts a lot.  I do ok, until I realize I am without a mom. Then I lose it. I try to hold it together... Read More
Posted by: sorrelponylover on 2007-12-04 14:33:05
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Nov. 28 7:27 p.m. was the end. We were with her. Dad, Janna, Karena and I. Father Doyle prayed over her and told her to go to God - she went. (I am not religious in the slightest) But God took... Read More
Posted by: sorrelponylover on 2007-12-02 11:44:08
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Dying as I type. Half of her insides were already dead. Small intestine, spleen, pancrious, colon - the surgeon only went as far as to see there was no hope. Closed her up again and now she is... Read More
Posted by: sorrelponylover on 2007-11-28 14:40:21
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I fear that my heart is growing for you with every passing day. I know not how to tell you that I care for you without messing everything up. We live together........ Read More
Posted by: LittleStar on 2007-11-26 02:14:28
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 woke up feeling a little let down today. cant seem to understand why that is. if i had to describe it i would say that i am feeling blue today. back in the funk. i guess its you are always... Read More
Posted by: gatopanzo on 2007-10-25 07:14:53
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I don't understand some people.  Today I recieved a phone call from someday that I have been friends with for a very long time.  I was surprised to hear from her but even more surprised... Read More
Posted by: bloggermom24 on 2007-10-24 15:15:11
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one day i will be INDIFFERENT - itz been over a year and i am still checking my email with the hopes of a letter from you.  Everyday i check.  everyday no email.  i know you said... Read More
Posted by: mzhoney on 2007-09-11 09:43:06
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confussion embraced by reality the reality of you captivates...                 ....intrigues....... Read More
Posted by: TeethInMyMouth on 2007-09-09 10:19:23
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I keep swallowing it down, and trying weakly to keep it there.  Some moments are good, yet some make me feel as if I am drowning in an endless cold, dark sea of sorrow.  If I let myself cry I am... Read More
Posted by: ocean_dollar on 2007-08-30 17:57:26
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