I haven't been on in awhile - been very busy. My random thoughts today are..... I'm tired of being the good person. The good person always get **it on, gets thought of last, is always... Read More
Posted by: Ana_stacia on 2008-03-31 17:59:00
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So I emailed him.  I knew it was just a matter of time before I did.  I almost did it yesterday but held out. Then this morning I got an IM from an ex co-worker of both of ours who... Read More
Posted by: befree4once on 2008-02-26 15:07:18
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Okay so my theory was right. And I don't understand why this always happens to me. ALWAYS. You know, I was starting to feel like a different, more confident girl this year. Because I was so FREE.... Read More
Posted by: x_sharpies_x on 2008-02-24 18:35:10
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why do i have to get in between something i shouldn't get involved in? AARRGGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! i starting to get used to this cruel fate, i need to get a life before i turn to a... Read More
Posted by: rock_outLOUD on 2008-02-23 02:07:30
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It's 4 in the morning at my house and I just can't stay asleep. Every time I get comfy, I feel sick. I keep thinking about everything. I hate how today, no one can be financially stable unless they... Read More
Posted by: Jellybean2206 on 2008-02-18 04:16:22
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yesterday was a day i never want to live again. bad kharma? i supose. today was the total opposite, an absolutely gr Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-08 20:29:27
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I'm not going to let this whole Oliver thing get me down and keep me from just living my life. I mean, yeah it was boring and uneventful, but I'm MAKING things interesting for me. At least I'm... Read More
Posted by: x_sharpies_x on 2008-01-19 15:48:49
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"Despair, Please Save Me" D eep in thought E ndless misery S o, you've thought about me lately? P lease kill me, A nd release me from this world where love isn't real.... Read More
Posted by: xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-10 19:07:02
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His mind is twriling round and round, it dangerously spins, Where will it stop nobody knows It's seems like a game of "spinning wheels", Not a decent game because nobody... Read More
Posted by: bevel on 2008-01-02 15:17:02
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Hello there. To anyone and everyone reading. So, 2007 has flown passed us so fast and I still can't believe it! My Children had their 1st birthday and my husband and I had our first Year... Read More
Posted by: CKL on 2007-12-30 09:08:54
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every word out of her lips cuts my heart over and over she says her name i think of old times when i called you mine it hurts to be so far wishing i could hold you tight w Read More
Posted by: colorfulblack on 2007-12-25 15:10:40
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Hello Readers, Isn't it amazing how you might find yourself sitting down somewhere doing WHATEVER and then out of nowhere, BAM..........a song comes on the radio that you may... Read More
Posted by: PEJAY on 2007-12-16 00:26:35
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Well I managed to survive the office Christmas Party yesterday. But it was tough, and I'm mentally rewarding myself with an Indiana Jones-style hat for managing to survive the crusade that it... Read More
Posted by: kaos264 on 2007-12-02 17:30:38
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I know i know i havn't "blogged" as you call it for a long time. I've been, well a little distracted. Too many things to do and too little time. Lols. i broke up with people and i broke... Read More
Posted by: totallost on 2007-11-30 20:55:51
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Life is hard Relationship and love equal complicated I sit here remembering her While im with him Deceteful that might be but its my train of thought God take my soul Leave my body... Read More
Posted by: colorfulblack on 2007-11-22 16:31:18
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Okay so, i'm startin a blog. Who tha hell knows why, it's not like anyone's gunna actually READ this XXXXX,  but hey, i'ma artist and a writer and i Read More
Posted by: Angel_BM21 on 2007-11-02 16:29:11
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I'd like to share my thoughts on suffering. Yes, this one isn't quite as bright right at this moment; but just read on; you might realize something about your own suffering. Misery and... Read More
Posted by: aberrantentertainment on 2007-11-02 04:44:14
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A holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and said, "Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like." The Lord led the holy... Read More
Posted by: Alice on 2007-10-23 21:59:31
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i new there was something there when i saw the signs i acted i pounced like a tiger on an antelope i looked for more they stopped then the one thing i noticed before was still there... Read More
Posted by: MylifeasAlex on 2007-10-23 09:37:31
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Why is it that you repeat the same mistake's in your life over and over again? We teach our children that they learn from their mistake's but do we really, or are we just lying  to... Read More
Posted by: jezabelle on 2007-10-21 14:43:01
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sorrow...is melting into my bones. settling in...cold. permeating the stillness within. mourning...the end of a dying love. one so beautiful...it wasn't one to compare. always different. one never... Read More
Posted by: Mighty on 2007-10-04 23:52:07
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You couldn't imagine a more miserable day than it is here in Ireland today.  Grey and colourless, no end of the rain in sight.  I can't see the sea beyond the garden as a mist has settled... Read More
Posted by: overthehillandfaraway on 2007-10-03 04:46:14
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FAT Thats all I am, is  fat, there is no other word for it, fat fits me just fine.  FAT FAT FAT.  God I hate this life.  Why is there so much pressure on me to be like my Read More
Posted by: butterfrog on 2007-09-05 14:19:19
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