It isnt fair. It isnt fair how I cry myself to sleep every night... How as soon as I open my eyes in the morning I think of you and cry some more... While you dont even care.. or... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-12 00:51:24
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I jumped right in here yesterday with some random thoughts about my here and now, but I'll make a brief entry to let anyone who might end up reading my blog know a little more about me. ... Read More
Posted by: deepintought on 2008-05-11 08:46:22
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1 Do you remember the night you held me as I wept in your arms? Your soothing voice acting as a calming current running through my distraught heart. I made myself completely vulnerable to you,... Read More
Posted by: Kovo on 2008-05-09 11:59:36
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I believed in the way you said my name, I believed the way your hands grazed; The heart of it has never brought this much pain. This way, Is the way I walk. Your pain, Is in the way of... Read More
Posted by: grldreamsart on 2008-05-07 20:57:37
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I'm just so torn apart right now. I'm in so much pain. Why? Why….why me? Why him.. why us =[ Why did he do it? How could he do it? How could he sleep at night knowing he was... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-07 00:08:04
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Getting over you, it takes to long and its way to hard. Its seems thats its been forever that you have been my best friend, my everything. Then in the blink of an eye things changed.You were... Read More
Posted by: rainbowgoddess on 2008-05-04 17:20:20
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I hurt I hurt It hurts You hurt me… My eyes hurt My heart hurts My soul hurts I don't want to live anymore I want to die. I want to die… I don't want to cry... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-03 21:21:40
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Yesterday was super surreal for my family. I will try my best to lay it all out as it happened to give the clearest picture. About 10am, May 1st, as Sawyer and I were headed to the van to... Read More
Posted by: pleasepray on 2008-05-02 23:00:21
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Well… I have finished first year… I haven’t blogged much because of exams and stress… but.. it is all over… and I start work soon… which… frankly... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-30 23:25:05
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Pasadena Classifieds A chemical release at a Pasadena plant caused medical problems for several employees Thursday evening. Pasadena Police spokesman Vance Mitchell said that an... Read More
Posted by: pasadena on 2008-04-25 18:26:35
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Picture this. Someone motivates an artist to draw their picture, but the moment the artist does so, the subject suddenly vanishes from the artist's life.... Read More
Posted by: brainstormer on 2008-04-22 23:07:25
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Updates…..Updates….for my reference….so I shant forget the time you put efforts out to talk to me…I hopes you will still in the future… I miss you still... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-18 23:19:52
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Im falling I ask for your hand You offer a moment to late Now I feel the earth at my feet And Im still full of fight And theres never been anything so sweet Im seeing this all in a new... Read More
Posted by: rainbowgoddess on 2008-04-16 03:13:59
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So I'm the fat girl always have been even a few years ago when I dropped 100lbs, I was still the fat girl.  I'm also the sick girl and at this current moment all of my medical issues have... Read More
Posted by: Embell0830 on 2008-04-14 23:22:51
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I would have done ANYTHING for you. I wanted to give you EVERYTHING I had…. Everything. I would have died for you without a second hesitation&helli Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-12 23:53:09
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I feel lost, abandoned and forgotten My true love, was lost My face is awash with tears my heart shreds at each glance I see the person he was and I see what he is They are not the same... Read More
Posted by: jewl on 2008-04-08 14:46:24
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When you were around, I just took you for granted, Assumed that you would always be there. You cared so much, Always asked me how I was doing. I wish I had reciprocated more.... Read More
Posted by: HardThinker on 2008-04-08 00:17:34
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Currently…. This song by Vanessa Hudgens ‘When there was me and you’ describes perfectly how I am feeling…minus the stress of essays and exams in school…... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-07 16:44:59
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The last few days since you abandoned me for the second time… I have been thinking a lot and realizing a lot too…. Basically& Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-06 14:22:15
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Mine died the day after Australian  mother's day Helen I  a saw mother's day advert just before I felt like I could have just curled upon the floor and had a complete breakdown.... Read More
Posted by: Long on 2008-04-06 10:06:05
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I've read blogs from people who have lost dear ones to them like husbands and children...and after contemplating a response...I close the window without responding at all. What do you say to... Read More
Posted by: Cecy24 on 2008-04-02 13:59:00
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Well im back again, i am really busy with school right now so i had to cut back on time at gym ( haha) overall i think i did well today, def. could have used more excersize... Breakfast:... Read More
Posted by: cdyer7ny on 2008-04-01 21:50:00
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Muffins had been telling me he loves me and cares about me and misses me.... but today after school he was at his girlfriends house... he told me they didn’t have sex... he refused... but... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-01 12:50:00
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Okay, im not really sure who will find this or read it but i figured if i type everything out and get it all down maybe just maybe this whole diet / weight loss thing will work. I will put a slight... Read More
Posted by: cdyer7ny on 2008-03-31 23:50:00
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If u have read my last couple of post im pritty shore you will know me and my long tream boyfriend broke up a couple of weeks ago and even tho iv been pritty damn upset about it and yeah iv ranted... Read More
Posted by: behind_blue_eyes on 2008-03-31 08:40:00
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