i keep thinking of the days when we were together the laughs the fights and i cant help but wonder what makes her so different from me? me and her pretty much... Read More
Posted by: lalissa1128 on 2008-07-17 22:43:44
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take the knife, and jab it in deep for tonight is the night you will regret leaving me you told me, you'd never leave me always be there for me but were are you now?... Read More
Posted by: lalissa1128 on 2008-07-16 14:22:22
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     Now I know that I am not the brightest person in the world but like most people....I do the best that I do the best I can to survive...I try my best...it's not... Read More
Posted by: Sengentaro on 2008-07-13 21:11:23
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this is my second try at poetry, please leave comments and tell me wat u think... what is this hurt tht i feel inside why does depression consume me, even with the mention of his... Read More
Posted by: lalissa1128 on 2008-07-13 17:47:49
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Why is it that everytime i feel like i'm closing in on happiness, it slips right through my fingers? Why can't i just smile a nd pretend that my life isn't falling down the tubes?... Read More
Posted by: Countrygurl74631 on 2008-07-12 00:43:22
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No tears were shed for lost love You played it well, you played it tough Very soon you came to see That your better off without me Time and work were in vain Almost worth all the pain... Read More
Posted by: monsters_living on 2008-07-11 16:13:20
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I'm so tired of "chasing" people . I have friends whom I have been trying to get together with for months, we have children the same age and seem to enjoy each others company and... Read More
Posted by: over40 on 2008-07-11 09:45:02
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I hide under the mask of lies While my heart cries So deep do the hands of sorrow grasp me So strong do the arms of sadness strangle me “cheer up” they say Do they know... Read More
Posted by: xmidnightxwingsx on 2008-07-11 02:19:19
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SO THERE I WAS - on the fourth of july - alone once again. My parents wanted me to come with them to this festival/firework display but i told them i didn t feel good. Which i guess was... Read More
Posted by: xmidnightxwingsx on 2008-07-05 03:01:50
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Living here, I have learned what being lonely and isolated really means, and how it really feels. I can stand in the middle of a crowd, and not one person will stop and say... Read More
Posted by: Truebluedrmr on 2008-06-30 11:07:00
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  Living here, I have learned what being lonely and isolated really means, and how it really feels. I can stand in the middle of a crowd, and not one person will stop and say... Read More
Posted by: Truebluedrmr on 2008-06-30 05:15:11
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<a href="http://s226.photobucket.com/albums/dd215/itachixmoon/?actio n=view&current=AnimeLoligirl.jpg" target="_blank"><img... Read More
Posted by: Ottehey on 2008-06-24 12:38:53
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The older I get the more I realize... this is just the way I am.  I've alway been quiet, have only had a handful of friends at the same time, preffered time by myself to read or watch... Read More
Posted by: sawred on 2008-06-20 20:26:39
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Well here it is, in the first two weeks of June.  I am tired, burned out from long hours of school, life and responsibility, and not enough rest.  Summer session of school is almost half... Read More
Posted by: johnnysharp on 2008-06-11 21:55:51
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   Couldn't sleep last nite......so I made the phone call. I heard it ringing and then someone picked up. 'I know it's late but can I please come over?' I asked hoping I would get the... Read More
Posted by: dreampower on 2008-05-29 17:19:29
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For me the worst part of it is the disbelief. I have been trying for a few years now to understand how it is that I was married and yet felt so worthless, so unloved. The discovery of that came in... Read More
Posted by: Leopardinthedark on 2008-04-30 19:03:46
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Well hello, Who am I and why do I think that I have something to say? I am fat, no, make that obese. I'm 40. I'm lonely I'm miserable.... Read More
Posted by: shocked_into_action on 2008-04-28 07:25:07
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I am standing on a rain soaked street lined with the shadows of closed shops and lit with the pale yellow light of a half dozen old-fashion lampposts late into a spring evening. As I feel... Read More
Posted by: brainstormer on 2008-04-14 15:37:52
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lonlieness is an ugly word. i've decided that i can be alone, no sweat. i even like being alone sometimes. you know to Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-03-10 12:53:22
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Now, that I calmed myself down, maybe, just maybe I can write this post.  You see, I am all alone for four days at my apartment.  I have went on a cleaning and decorating and... Read More
Posted by: whoiam on 2008-03-08 10:47:10
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I dont think that i can take another empty moment, i dont think i can fake another h Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-01 09:19:06
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 It's one of those mornings.  It's one of those mornings when reality begins to set in. It's been 8 days since we've talked. 8 days. Can you believe it? Well my life is moving on... Read More
Posted by: LetitGo on 2008-02-25 12:24:52
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 Who would have known it was a bad idea to fly up here to spend valentines day weekend with him? I thought it was a great idea. I thought that maybe, just maybe, he would see me and remember... Read More
Posted by: LetitGo on 2008-02-14 19:56:45
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didn't blog yesterday. why?  i had started a few but couldn't seem to get them done. too bad! they were pr Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-14 08:55:44
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  Today is Step 1 Step 1 Step down Step into reality This is real. What he feels for you is not. What you feel for me is fake. Do... Read More
Posted by: LetitGo on 2008-02-09 14:44:21
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