When I first started talking to you I knew there was something different about and now that I have fallen in love with you I truly know wat makes you different you show me it is ok to be... Read More
Posted by: Lianna on 2008-07-22 06:44:30
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Mystical memory fall over me, I`m hating every minute that passes by. Just a Human being, so far from a human doing. This may continue till the end. You were taken away... Read More
Posted by: Lovers_suicide on 2008-07-20 15:58:39
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ya ball and chain had to go to Mexico hes working on this copper mine there, hes an engineer  so he has to go and project manager,i tell him dont drink  ok  so i wont worry about... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-07-16 10:05:12
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and im still crying over losing him... everything is a reminder and is constantly opening up my emotional wounds... ..the m ost pain comes from knowing that he was my greatest... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-07-13 20:44:44
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You are online right now…. On myspace… It isn’t the first time I have caught the ‘online now’ sign blinking at me… I only look to see if... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-07-03 14:31:53
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My soul is crying out for you…cant you hear it? =[… there isn’t much more to say other than that… my soul cries out for him with my heart every night and every... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-07-01 14:59:01
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So I was thinking today, about one of my ex girlfriends. I dated her way back in highschool, and I had heard that she recently had a baby. Considering rumours had come to me over the years, of her... Read More
Posted by: TheBoneCollector on 2008-06-17 20:54:40
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Its my 20th birthday today.... Infact...exactly to the minute as I type this out... (6:06pm) Muffins didn't text me at midni ght like I thought he would have... Like I did for him...... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-06-17 19:03:13
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So...I just called him It was me that woke you up June 10th...Tuesday night at 12...well...June 11th then.... (would-have-bee n 15 month anniversary....) I called... I wanted to... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-06-11 00:36:35
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It's been a while... 6 months to the day today...and... This note.. Its... for the first time, I yelled. For the first time, I let my hurtfu l, angry, painful words out.. Muffins... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-06-06 16:34:04
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Well, now that I made the initial connection with Luna, it comes time for the update. I get to tell her what has happened in my life since I last seen her. **Biting nails** I always felt... Read More
Posted by: CryDemiFey on 2008-05-30 15:24:39
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I was on myspace killing time at work, and I decided to do a search. Most of the people I tried, showed no results. But when I put in the name of a long lost childhood BEST friend, it took me... Read More
Posted by: CryDemiFey on 2008-05-29 15:54:44
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In my line of work -- family law -- I often hear the same old refrain when my client explains to me why they split from their significant other. It goes like this, "I guess I didn't really... Read More
Posted by: bagwong on 2008-05-26 08:06:26
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I painfully stare at the black white and pink calendar posted on the top right corner of my computer screen. My eyes dart over the days my hopes were highe Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-25 22:30:28
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=( omg…. As I curled in a ball with my blankie bawling my eyes out, I am determined to get my feelings out as they come….
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Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-22 19:31:42
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I think I need some advice… So… it was getting to hard of a pain to bear to not talk to him… so on the 19th I finally t Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-21 13:34:08
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happened in my house wow,i have my work cut out for me today,oh well i have a routine  dosnt take long just throw this there and throw that there,haha,dont do much house work on the... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-05-19 10:40:30
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I XXXXX miss you… =( I XXXXX miss you so much right now. I so badly want to text you… Muffins&helli Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-18 17:16:22
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It isnt fair. It isnt fair how I cry myself to sleep every night... How as soon as I open my eyes in the morning I think of you and cry some Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-12 00:51:24
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I'm just so torn apart right now. I'm in so much pain. Why? Why….why me? Why him.. why us =[ Why did he do it? How could he do Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-07 00:08:04
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I hurt I hurt It hurts You hurt me… My eyes hurt My heart hurts My soul hurts I don't want to live anymore I want to die. I want to die… I don't want to cry... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-03 21:21:40
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Well… I have finished first year… I haven’t blogged much because of exams and stress… but.. it is all over… and I start Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-30 23:25:05
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Like there's a reason to everything, there's a reason why I do this. There's a reason why I didn't go on MSN for about 2 days. There's a reason why I test people. There was also a reason why I hid... Read More
Posted by: OneLittleEngel on 2008-04-26 08:23:24
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so all that happened this morning, when i got back my friend mark called he and ball and chain were roomies along time ago, well anywaya friend of his is getting rid of a bunch of BOOKS  and... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-24 12:54:34
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Updates…..Updates….for my reference….so I shant forget the time you put efforts out to talk to me…I hopes you will still in the future… I miss you still... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-18 23:19:52
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