It isnt fair. It isnt fair how I cry myself to sleep every night... How as soon as I open my eyes in the morning I think of you and cry some more... While you dont even care.. or... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-12 00:51:24
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I'm just so torn apart right now. I'm in so much pain. Why? Why….why me? Why him.. why us =[ Why did he do it? How could he do it? How could he sleep at night knowing he was... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-07 00:08:04
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I hurt I hurt It hurts You hurt me… My eyes hurt My heart hurts My soul hurts I don't want to live anymore I want to die. I want to die… I don't want to cry... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-03 21:21:40
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Well… I have finished first year… I haven’t blogged much because of exams and stress… but.. it is all over… and I start work soon… which… frankly... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-30 23:25:05
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Like there's a reason to everything, there's a reason why I do this. There's a reason why I didn't go on MSN for about 2 days. There's a reason why I test people. There was also a reason why I hid... Read More
Posted by: OneLittleEngel on 2008-04-26 08:23:24
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so all that happened this morning, when i got back my friend mark called he and ball and chain were roomies along time ago, well anywaya friend of his is getting rid of a bunch of BOOKS  and... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-24 12:54:34
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Updates…..Updates….for my reference….so I shant forget the time you put efforts out to talk to me…I hopes you will still in the future… I miss you still... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-18 23:19:52
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I would have done ANYTHING for you. I wanted to give you EVERYTHING I had…. Everything. I would have died for you without a second hesitation&helli Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-12 23:53:09
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Currently…. This song by Vanessa Hudgens ‘When there was me and you’ describes perfectly how I am feeling…minus the stress of essays and exams in school…... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-07 16:44:59
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The last few days since you abandoned me for the second time… I have been thinking a lot and realizing a lot too…. Basically& Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-06 14:22:15
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Muffins had been telling me he loves me and cares about me and misses me.... but today after school he was at his girlfriends house... he told me they didn’t have sex... he refused... but... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-01 12:50:00
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Well…I’m just going to go right out and say it…. Muffins had sex. It isn’t so much as the act itself that KILLS m Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-29 19:59:00
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Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-25 15:53:22
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It seems as though everyone is looking for the same thing. L.O.V.E I have even been looking for the one thing we all long for. The feeling of someone caring for you and someone to come home... Read More
Posted by: XxMaRi3xX on 2008-03-22 03:29:37
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Sometimes…most of the time, I wish I could just curl into a ball so tight that I would just disappear, like I never existed at all. But no matter ho Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-22 03:04:01
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Its Tuesday today, and I know its not written in stone but, I thought I would hear from you today. I know you haven’t noticed, but you usually contact me on Tuesdays… It has been a... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-18 22:33:01
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I’m sure anyone reading this has felt the feeling of cold tears streaming down your face and soothing your burning skin Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-17 22:25:44
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i haven't posted anything since january! once ernest passes back papers from the poetry unit (or i have free time.. whichever comes first) you'll get some new stuff. peace, annelise Read More
Posted by: the_new_cancer on 2008-03-02 05:57:55
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it's been a while since i've been on. life goes on though. my best guy friend found out i liked him in december. he knew it all along pretty much. my friend sent him an email in class... Read More
Posted by: borednlonely on 2008-01-29 19:26:22
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Drug-free Doherty admits his chances of staying out of trouble are 'quite slim' Newly drug-free Pete Doherty is "in mourning" for his heroin addiction. The Babyshambles star also... Read More
Posted by: musicgirl650 on 2007-11-06 13:32:58
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The first question that i asked myself on deciding to write this blog , was why on this earth would i want to do this? The answer i gave myself was if i do decide to let people read this then... Read More
Posted by: brat26 on 2007-11-04 08:29:13
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I'm writing a story.  It's sci-fi and it takes place far into the future, after humans have left their screwed up Earth and colonized other planets.  The story involves two planets,... Read More
Posted by: borednlonely on 2007-10-19 15:09:48
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11/10/07 21.30   I don’t even feel like I really want to fight the urge,    I’m going through the motions of getting help but I don’t know whether I... Read More
Posted by: imscared on 2007-10-14 07:04:27
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hmm. this is possibly the ninth blog i have made. i am addicted to myspace. youtube. pete doherty. his music. geelong cats. i want to buy a red nano. not because i think its cool, thou it is.... Read More
Posted by: Libertine on 2007-09-01 03:27:27
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In Spanish the Words Ser and Estar both mean "To Be", but you cant just use ser and estar interchangeably, no, no you cant, mwahahhaha mwahahhaa...ok...now that that is over, we... Read More
Posted by: VivaLaRevolution on 2007-08-24 07:24:44
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 67 | # Comments: 1 | Tags: Ser   Estar   Spanish   Physco   long