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Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-04-28 13:14:48
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So today is one of those days were I feel like crap. I knew this day would come, I feel really happy for a while than the next thing you know is that I want to die and block out the world. I think... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-04-28 10:59:47
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My website is for anyone who ever felt out of place or needs someone to talk to. Check it out and tell me what you think. http://www.webjam.com/stopignorance Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-04-25 15:38:25
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I would like to make a diffrence in peoples lives. I want to make a website for anyone who delt with intolerance either for their sexuality, religion, style, etc......... Does anyone have any... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-04-25 12:35:01
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Dont try to tell me not to either. I tried cutting a vein but I guess I didnt cut deep enough. Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-04-22 11:26:50
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People have high expectations of me when they meet me. They expect me to be perfect but when I tell them how I messed up in 9th grade they act all shock. Like the thought of me messing up or... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-04-18 11:21:08
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Is Black. Crrying blood. Trying to keep her sanity. Dying from words that stings like daggers. Angry at what happend to her. Wanting to be diffrent. going deeper into darkness. My Soul. Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-04-16 16:03:52
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So since theodore cant come with me to banquet i will probably go with Curtis or no one. yeah so i have met Curtis twice. lol. but a group of my friends are going so i figured i could bring... Read More
Posted by: jessicahgist on 2008-04-15 20:18:52
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Today was okay. My dad want let me get my GED any more.  I got my cd with all my rock songs on it today.  Im not going to try to kill myself anytime soon anymore im trying to keep moving... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-04-15 15:37:55
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It was senior English class. I was basically a loner since and my seat partner preferred to talk to other people in the class. When it came time to trade papers for grading, I often find myself... Read More
Posted by: shellseashell on 2008-04-09 00:59:35
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I havent been on here in a while because I have beein in the worst of moods lately. I started cutting again but this time with blades from razors. Nobody knows that im still doing that. I still... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-03-05 09:51:39
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Saturday me and my family packed all are belongings and moved to a diffrent house. The house we moved into is way better than the one we were living in before. Sadly I dont have my own room any... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-02-12 12:36:25
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My birthday is coming up and im excited yet im nervous. My birthday is Sunday and im turning 17 which brings me closer to 18. Nervous and really want to finish high school though homeschool. Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-01-25 15:22:22
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I will dedicate And sacrifice my everything for just a second's worth Of how my story's ending And I wish I could know if the directions that I take And all the choices that I make won't... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-01-24 13:14:52
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I've done everything as you say I've followed your rules without question I thought it would help me see things clearly But instead of helping me to see I look around and it's like I'm... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-01-24 13:11:35
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Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-01-24 13:09:05
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Walking though the days feeling nothing at all. Talking to my parents abd feeding them lie after lie about who I am. Going to school and refusing to make eye contact with anyone because of fear... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-01-23 15:31:23
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Out of Place. Im an outsider looking in. Why do you stare at me that way? Is it because I dont look like you, Talk like you are act like you? Or maybe because I choose to stand out.... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-01-18 15:10:36
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Linkin Park Lyrics I can really really relate to. Given Up Wake in a sweat again Another day's been laid to waste In my disgrace Stuck in my head again < Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-01-17 13:20:07
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Evanescence Lyrics. A song that I can relate to.  All that I'm living for All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. I can... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-01-17 13:14:49
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I am afraid to open up to anyone in case they find out who I am and turn away. I dont talk because you want listen to what I have to really say. I will cut myself to ease some of the pain. I... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-01-17 13:01:01
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Its really hard telling everyone how you are feeling in a blog. Its good to connect tto other people who are dealing with things you are dealing with. Its just really difficult because someone you... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-01-17 12:27:19
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Right. I know that poem was a little dark and creepy, but it suits me just fine. It's not that i like black magick and voodoo etc, it's just... well... I think dark thoughts. Weird huh? I... Read More
Posted by: smitty_jenkins on 2008-01-17 11:30:36
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These are supposed to be the best years of our life. Its not, life sucks. You have so many people telling you what is right and what is wrong. What to wear and what not to wear. This is about how... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-01-17 10:54:47
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I have so many things I wished I just didnt do. I wish there was something I could do to turn back time, but sadly theres not. Things that I knew was wrong I did anyway. Wasting most of my life... Read More
Posted by: Jasmine16 on 2008-01-15 13:08:21
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