Scared myself...
Literally.
I wrote something that actually frightened me. Where the heck did it come from? What deep dark place could I have drawn from to write something so perverse? ...
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VarahnTet on 2008-05-13 13:08:18 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 23 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
Scary
fiction
guilt
me
random
The Politics of food - part 4 being Green
Sea of Grief
The last few weeks have been extremely hard for me...emotionally and physically.
It should have been a great month . The celebration of our 3rd wedding anniversary in...
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leesbelle on 2008-05-02 21:07:01 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 49 | # Comments: 4 | Tags:
Grief
Guilt
Life
Guilt
My feelings often mislead me as I search for truth about myself and my relationship with God. My emotions usually reflect my current circumstances, and they reveal an image that often contradicts...
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VirtuousNay on 2008-05-02 15:26:17 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 19 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
guilt
When The Man Comes Around Explicit Content
You realy can have it all, my (I wouldn't call it an empire!)...
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yadokta on 2008-04-30 14:36:46 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 49 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
guilt
hurt
hate
Guilt and Paranoia Explicit Content
It's always been a habit, and probably a bad one, for me to go AWOL when I have alot going on in the beehive. I mean, there's always alot going on in the
beehive, but I mean something...
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BlueMoonInMyEye on 2008-04-25 11:46:59 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 56 | # Comments: 2 | Tags:
guilt
paranoia
friends
AWOL
I did it again.... Explicit Content
I went out last night to meet a guy I barely knew. This is not rare for me, I do it almost weekly. I had a rough weekend and needed to get out of the house and try to cheer myself up. Of course, I...
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secondplace on 2008-04-14 22:11:39 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 89 | # Comments: 2 | Tags:
guilt
sex
used
dating
relationships
paranoia.
Paranoia is the best way to describe it. Even though, it is nothing like paranoia.
This is not paranoia because this is just my brain thinking over-time, my eyes flashing around & my head...
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aymee on 2008-04-08 16:22:45 Average Rating:  | Views: 27 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
guilt
paranoia
aymee
You still speak of day old hate
I finally got a decent amount of sleep last night. I feel great.
I'm trying not to think about my stepdad and brother, but it's been really hard. I hate that I'm consumed by the thought of...
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culpurnia_winters on 2008-04-04 08:51:22 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 29 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
guilt
Blah blah blah
Today was too emotional for me. I guess it's a bad thing to be PMSing when you adress an issue with your boyfriend. Oops. Needless to say, Ty kind of threw me under the bus with his mom today......
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culpurnia_winters on 2008-04-01 22:50:00 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 38 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:
guilt
sleep deprivation
hurt
Here I Go Again: Cycle of Guilt
Until this assessment, my husband would laugh off my concerns about Tasmin’s weight and attribute my concerns to a superficial human-imposed standard that wasn’t appropriate for a...
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BeeLatson on 2008-03-22 12:56:25 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 20 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
guilt
pet care
::True Love:.:
"You will never recognize :: True Love :: until you've experienced.
Lonliness... Desperation... Heartbreak... ...
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nolimitdomains on 2008-03-21 03:09:56 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 61 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:
brandie
blue
love.romance
pain
fear
Slipping Into Old Habbits
I just need to write. I'm not sure why yet, but I'll figure it out soon enough.
That happens alot; I don't realize what I need to talk about, but I know I need to talk, so I write.
Things...
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ReD_MooN on 2008-03-16 22:43:48 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 43 | # Comments: 4 | Tags:
mistakes
guilt
Love Me or I Die
Love and threats are not the same thing, but too often threats are made under the guise of love.
"If you leave, I will kill myself." That is the worst. Yes it hurts when...
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HungryHeart on 2008-03-10 00:18:50 Average Rating:  | Views: 69 | # Comments: 3 | Tags:
Love
Relationships
Guilt
Guilt & Fat...Oh The Wonders of My World
The guilt over asking Michael to prom and then staying with Stanley is killing me. I have to say something to Stanley. I don't know how to do it, but it has to be done. First I...
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meghansr2008 on 2008-02-27 22:06:57 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 47 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
eating
fat
weight
anorexia
guilt
home - sort of
I've not blogged for ages!
I got back from a fortnight in Haiti last week. I'd been doing charity work with an organisation building a much needed hospital out there.
I can't...
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Posted by:
cedge on 2008-02-25 18:27:40 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 59 | # Comments: 2 | Tags:
pray
God
job
charity
poor
Just when I thought was getting better!! Explicit Content
I had a car accident on my way into my pychiatrists office last wednesday. My mom and my baby were in the car.&
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cholwuttle on 2008-02-18 20:24:17 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 46 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
accident
bipolar
children
child
baby
I Am Guilty
I am guilty.
Guilty of being too wound up to notice.
Guilty of not seeing the hurt and pain I put my most dearest through.
Guilty of doing the same thing to my children that ...
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bubblydi on 2008-02-18 07:04:40 Average Rating:  | Views: 115 | # Comments: 8 | Tags:
Sadness
guilt
promise
TO BEGIN THE HEALING OF MYSELF Explicit Content
I was too late
As far as this goes, I'm not even sure where to begin. Have you ever loved someone so much you dont think you could possibly go on without them? I'm sure almost everyone has so edleast I'm not...
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PrincessofDarkness on 2008-02-16 01:46:29 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 30 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
Loss
guilt
Pain
How Long is Too Long? On this our Day of Love
How long can you stay with someone you hate before you start to warp? I think I've stayed long enough for it to happen to me. I can see it. I know this because I still hate hubby, I don't want...
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CryDemiFey on 2008-02-14 16:34:48 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 60 | # Comments: 5 | Tags:
Valentines
relationship
love
guilt
Sir Charles Franklin Jackson, 9/29/05-2/7/08 RIP
I can't sleep. My heart is broken, my mind is spinning and my soul searches for answers. Yesterday was a bad day, a very bad, sad day.
Charley was my 2 1/2 year old male shih...
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Posted by:
FigureCompetingMom on 2008-02-08 06:33:58 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 71 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:
dog
death
coyote
attack
shih tzu
I'm well hacked off! Grrrr. Explicit Content
I suppose you've already guessed by my odd approach today, quite out of character for me.... but I've a few things I have no idea how to even begin dealing with.
Not to say I haven't tried...
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Posted by:
Merlyn on 2008-02-04 13:45:04 Average Rating:  | Views: 77 | # Comments: 4 | Tags:
Processing
anger
guilt
sorrow
confusion
Well, I never..............
Been single for a year and a bit now. Sleeping with whoever I want to, trying to up my ego since ex, but only making myself pretty worthless. But wondering, through facebook two days ago I...
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bluett on 2008-01-29 18:07:29 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 28 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
Virginity
Guilt
Ashamed
Hope
Is Suicide The Answer To Ending Pain?
My deepest wish for anyone thinking about Suicide!
Your pain is unimaginable and you are at the point where one more day hurts too bad to continue on; please hold on! ...
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Posted by:
jscrfs on 2008-01-24 13:48:20 Average Rating:  | Views: 415 | # Comments: 7 | Tags:
suicide
depression
hurt
guilt
pain
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