Literally. I wrote something that actually frightened me.  Where the heck did it come from?  What deep dark place could I have drawn from to write something so perverse? ... Read More
Posted by: VarahnTet on 2008-05-13 13:08:18
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Final part of my food guilt blog. 1) http://www.thoughts.com/rose22/blog/the-politics-of-food-par t-1-gordon-ramsay-94914/  2)... Read More
Posted by: rose22 on 2008-05-09 11:09:59
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The last few weeks have been extremely hard for me...emotionally and physically. It should have been a great month . The celebration of our 3rd wedding anniversary in... Read More
Posted by: leesbelle on 2008-05-02 21:07:01
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My feelings often mislead me as I search for truth about myself and my relationship with God. My emotions usually reflect my current circumstances, and they reveal an image that often contradicts... Read More
Posted by: VirtuousNay on 2008-05-02 15:26:17
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                       You realy can have it all, my (I wouldn't call it an empire!)... Read More
Posted by: yadokta on 2008-04-30 14:36:46
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It's always been a habit, and probably a bad one, for me to go AWOL when I have alot going on in the beehive.  I mean, there's always alot going on in the beehive, but I mean something... Read More
Posted by: BlueMoonInMyEye on 2008-04-25 11:46:59
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I went out last night to meet a guy I barely knew. This is not rare for me, I do it almost weekly. I had a rough weekend and needed to get out of the house and try to cheer myself up. Of course, I... Read More
Posted by: secondplace on 2008-04-14 22:11:39
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Paranoia is the best way to describe it. Even though, it is nothing like paranoia. This is not paranoia because this is just my brain thinking over-time, my eyes flashing around & my head... Read More
Posted by: aymee on 2008-04-08 16:22:45
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I finally got a decent amount of sleep last night. I feel great. I'm trying not to think about my stepdad and brother, but it's been really hard. I hate that I'm consumed by the thought of... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-04-04 08:51:22
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Today was too emotional for me. I guess it's a bad thing to be PMSing when you adress an issue with your boyfriend. Oops. Needless to say, Ty kind of threw me under the bus with his mom today...... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-04-01 22:50:00
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Until this assessment, my husband would laugh off my concerns about Tasmin’s weight and attribute my concerns to a superficial human-imposed standard that wasn’t appropriate for a... Read More
Posted by: BeeLatson on 2008-03-22 12:56:25
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"You will never recognize :: True Love :: until you've experienced. Lonliness... Desperation... Heartbreak... ... Read More
Posted by: nolimitdomains on 2008-03-21 03:09:56
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I just need to write. I'm not sure why yet, but I'll figure it out soon enough. That happens alot; I don't realize what I need to talk about, but I know I need to talk, so I write. Things... Read More
Posted by: ReD_MooN on 2008-03-16 22:43:48
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 Love and threats are not the same thing, but too often threats are made under the guise of love.  "If you leave, I will kill myself." That is the worst. Yes it hurts when... Read More
Posted by: HungryHeart on 2008-03-10 00:18:50
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The guilt over asking Michael to prom and then staying with Stanley is killing me.  I have to say something to Stanley.  I don't know how to do it, but it has to be done.  First I... Read More
Posted by: meghansr2008 on 2008-02-27 22:06:57
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I've not blogged for ages! I got back from a fortnight in Haiti last week. I'd been doing charity work with an organisation building a much needed hospital out there. I can't... Read More
Posted by: cedge on 2008-02-25 18:27:40
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I had a car accident on my way into my pychiatrists office last wednesday.  My mom and my baby were in the car.& Read More
Posted by: cholwuttle on 2008-02-18 20:24:17
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I am guilty. Guilty of being too wound up to notice. Guilty of not seeing the hurt and pain I put my most dearest through. Guilty of doing the same thing to my children that ... Read More
Posted by: bubblydi on 2008-02-18 07:04:40
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this isn't going to be as easy as i had thought! i am about to take on the roll of the parent to myself to undo some Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-17 15:40:22
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As far as this goes, I'm not even sure where to begin. Have you ever loved someone so much you dont think you could possibly go on without them? I'm sure almost everyone has so edleast I'm not... Read More
Posted by: PrincessofDarkness on 2008-02-16 01:46:29
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How long can you stay with someone you hate before you start to warp? I think I've stayed long enough for it to happen to me. I can see it. I know this because I still hate hubby, I don't want... Read More
Posted by: CryDemiFey on 2008-02-14 16:34:48
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I can't sleep.  My heart is broken, my mind is spinning and my soul searches for answers.  Yesterday was a bad day, a very bad, sad day.  Charley was my 2 1/2 year old male shih... Read More
Posted by: FigureCompetingMom on 2008-02-08 06:33:58
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I suppose you've already guessed by my odd approach today, quite out of character for me.... but I've a few things I have no idea how to even begin dealing with. Not to say I haven't tried... Read More
Posted by: Merlyn on 2008-02-04 13:45:04
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Been single for a year and a bit now. Sleeping with whoever I want to, trying to up my ego since ex, but only making myself pretty worthless. But wondering, through facebook two days ago I... Read More
Posted by: bluett on 2008-01-29 18:07:29
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My deepest wish for anyone thinking about Suicide! Your pain is unimaginable and you are at the point where one more day hurts too bad to continue on; please hold on!  ... Read More
Posted by: jscrfs on 2008-01-24 13:48:20
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