i told dr. that i write on thoughts, he said never to stop writeing  make time for myself know that its summer and the boys demand sooo  much of my time and attention,  make time for... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-05-28 21:32:04
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we stayed back tonite their dad took my boy to his game  my other boy and i are a hanging around,its nice he is doing his homework,  and then we are gonna have some D E A R time, that... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-23 20:12:23
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well my mom and dad would fite, they werent happy in a cramped little house 4 little kids, my dad did not know how to be a dad, his dad was never around, he workeed his asss  of 18 hour... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-04 18:51:58
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he was my friend for 25 years,  i met him when i met ball and chain, well anyway , he never judged me,  never made a move on me, and there were time he could have,, that was pre children... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-02 12:00:00
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i didnt  think it possible, a grown person mopeing, like a child having a fit, cant say it again, you hurt my feelings AGAIN  no i wont let you in, gonna protect my heart,, so please dont... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-03-31 10:59:00
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so i cover up everything so i wont get thrown in the slammer, i gotta be here for my boys. they count onME,  no one would ever think i killed the  one that makes me feel these things... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-03-09 22:03:30
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man  i want to split his fucken throat. and watch him bleed slowly, would go have a cup of coffee, come back, kick him, well i can waits till he is asleep and drag him outside, hide the dragg... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-03-09 21:53:40
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