Recent Blogs Friends The word friend according to my personal beliefs means someone that boosts you up instead of putting you down and a person who will go out of their way in order to do... ...Read More  Posted by: dareyonbarber on 2008-11-19 16:16:19  | Rating:   | Views: 11 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  Friends  love  fake  stupid girl There you are standing there in that nice little outfit, the one you saw someone famous wear and thought it'd make you look like some rocker too. There you are acting like... ...Read More  Posted by: valerE on 2008-11-14 20:43:58  | Rating:   | Views: 10 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  stupid girl  fake  loser  Christmas Tree Traditions Well I have made another step towards de-fotying our house, our home, my sanctuary. Today I purchased a FAKE Christmas Tree.   Foty insisted on REAL, he would go... ...Read More  Posted by: EasyToSay on 2008-11-12 23:53:55  | Rating:   | Views: 139 | Comments: 27 | Tags:  2008-great  Christmas  Tree  New  Fake  What Makes Me a Christian? So you will be saved, if you honestly say, "Jesus is Lord," and if you believe with all your heart that God raised him from death. Romans 10:9... ...Read More  Posted by: eyfab on 2008-11-10 01:35:16  | Rating:   | Views: 26 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  God  Bible  Christian  fake  artificial  Suicide and here's why I want it. Explicit Content  I am a teenager, 15 yrs, and I have for 10 years been depressed. For the last for 4-6 years I've been wanting to die. For at least 2 years I've been dreaming about my... ...Read More  Posted by: Dlt111 on 2008-11-02 22:21:35  | Rating:   | Views: 90 | Comments: 14 | Tags:  cutting  suicide  pain  suffering  death  Be yourself. Explicit Content I'm so happy, so incredibly happy. But today, i just want to let my feelings out to the people i hate i feel so angry, angry at the world. Why are people so stupid? I... ...Read More  Posted by: StarsInDarkP... on 2008-10-21 11:33:00  | Rating:   | Views: 36 | Comments: 2 | Tags:  angry  fake  true  God vs. Imaginary friends God is an invisible all-powerful supreme being that occasionally makes an appearance in ink blots and burnt toast. Yet for an all powerful being, he has never been... ...Read More  Posted by: allanstrange on 2008-10-21 05:22:58  | Rating:   | Views: 177 | Comments: 2 | Tags:  allan strange  friends  god  fake  bible  Beautiful Lie.{Dave and Marie} Wow, it was a long night. Dave was never happier...and that was something he felt unnerved about. Till now he never really felt in place or worth a damn. Marie was great. She... ...Read More  Posted by: Archusdremodian on 2008-10-08 23:44:54  | Rating:   | Views: 54 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  lie  love  fake  kiss  young  day 4 #2 Explicit Content Getting back to sex. The truth is that I really dont want it anymore. Too much has happened and ive been pushed away so much that I feel like I have ran out of desire for it... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:58:15  | Rating:   | Views: 13 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  day 4 Explicit Content I feel more in control of my emotions. REALLY makes me wonder if Im bipolar? I would have to say Yes in this stage of the game. Im still faking things with H. I dont see any... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:55:17  | Rating:   | Views: 19 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  Day3 Explicit Content XXXXX hit the fan emotionally for me yesturday. I finally realsied why I feel a need to fail, to fake things in life and why I have never felt accepted for who I am. My mother... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:49:41  | Rating:   | Views: 9 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  day 2#5...I think. I need to be creative and I think thats why I have this blog. When I was little I drew, painted, pretending with dolls. Older I got I did poetry,suck at it, painted ,did... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:47:06  | Rating:   | Views: 10 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  Day 2 # 3 Explicit Content I dont drive. 3 words but XXXXX huge and painful to face. I feel like a failure because of it. Im reminded of it often. This spring I have told myself that Im going to start... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:40:57  | Rating:   | Views: 10 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  day 2 #2 Explicit Content I wish I had the answers I need. I wish I could take back time to where everything started. I would have still married him. We hav e had good times during our 13 years... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:38:10  | Rating:   | Views: 8 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  day 2 Explicit Content I feel like jumping out of my skin this morning. They took swingtown off the air and if there was one thing that I had left, it was that, its gone now. Piss me off. I suppose... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:34:53  | Rating:   | Views: 11 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  There is always a start... Explicit Content Tonight I think is a perfect start to this blog. Its been a very hard day for me. I spent the first part of the day asking God to grant me the strength to be a go