Recent Blogs Beautiful Lie.{Dave and Marie} Wow, it was a long night. Dave was never happier...and that was something he felt unnerved about. Till now he never really felt in place or worth a damn. Marie was great. She... ...Read More  Posted by: Archusdremodian on 2008-10-08 23:44:54  | Rating:   | Views: 19 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  lie  love  fake  kiss  young  day 4 #2 Explicit Content Getting back to sex. The truth is that I really dont want it anymore. Too much has happened and ive been pushed away so much that I feel like I have ran out of desire for it... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:58:15  | Rating:   | Views: 8 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  day 4 Explicit Content I feel more in control of my emotions. REALLY makes me wonder if Im bipolar? I would have to say Yes in this stage of the game. Im still faking things with H. I dont see any... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:55:17  | Rating:   | Views: 12 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  Day3 Explicit Content XXXXX hit the fan emotionally for me yesturday. I finally realsied why I feel a need to fail, to fake things in life and why I have never felt accepted for who I am. My mother... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:49:41  | Rating:   | Views: 5 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  day 2#5...I think. I need to be creative and I think thats why I have this blog. When I was little I drew, painted, pretending with dolls. Older I got I did poetry,suck at it, painted ,did... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:47:06  | Rating:   | Views: 6 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  Day 2 # 3 Explicit Content I dont drive. 3 words but XXXXX huge and painful to face. I feel like a failure because of it. Im reminded of it often. This spring I have told myself that Im going to start... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:40:57  | Rating:   | Views: 6 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  day 2 #2 Explicit Content I wish I had the answers I need. I wish I could take back time to where everything started. I would have still married him. We hav e had good times during our 13 years... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:38:10  | Rating:   | Views: 4 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  day 2 Explicit Content I feel like jumping out of my skin this morning. They took swingtown off the air and if there was one thing that I had left, it was that, its gone now. Piss me off. I suppose... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:34:53  | Rating:   | Views: 6 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  There is always a start... Explicit Content Tonight I think is a perfect start to this blog. Its been a very hard day for me. I spent the first part of the day asking God to grant me the strength to be a good mother. I... ...Read More  Posted by: zsazsa on 2008-09-26 11:30:56  | Rating:   | Views: 5 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  People are all masked !! What is happening to the world, I really can’t figure out. Huh! People I find, are all masked. They wear fake faces each and every single day. There was this... ...Read More  Posted by: AakashInMe on 2008-09-18 17:01:17  | Rating:   | Views: 26 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  Lost  World  Fake  Life   Living  Bestseller fraud Don't you think that every good book, or novel, has the word ' BESTSELLER' on it? It says New York Bestseller or  National Bestseller or #1 Bestseller...... ...Read More  Posted by: Fred826 on 2008-09-11 07:29:14  | Rating:   | Views: 22 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  best  book  bestseller  novel  fraud  Fake You're Okay They ask you Are you okay? you fake it you fake youre okay they ask questions hoping to slip past your guard but youve painted yourself white into the walls some... ...Read More  Posted by: forgetregret on 2008-08-31 18:57:15  | Rating:   | Views: 12 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  faking it  Thoughts about friends I've had a lot of friends in my day. Some from when I was 3, to when I am now 20. I've noticed a trend though - I don't keep those friends. I seem to make friends with how I am... ...Read More  Posted by: cubby91187 on 2008-08-19 13:52:20  | Rating:   | Views: 58 | Comments: 2 | Tags:  Friends  fake  boyfriends  i hate my best friend? Explicit Content So now i'm going through this stage right? where i'm totally focussed on NOT doing what everyone else is doing. Which is really not ha rd for me cuz i didn't... ...Read More  Posted by: AmericanAndy on 2008-08-15 18:07:08  | Rating:   | Views: 41 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  stupid  fake  teen  rage  Coffee and Politics Explicit Content Wow. This is certainly a change for the books - two updates before I've had the chance to upload them to the site. The thing that's prompted this one is that a friend messaged... ...Read More  Posted by: finding_myself on 2008-08-15 16:15:22  | Rating:   | Views: 38 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  office politics  fake  Fake Don’t move Cause everyone’s watching Don’t even blink Cause they are all talking You know how the world Loves a pretty face But nobody knows... ...Read More  Posted by: Wickedlovely826 on 2008-08-12 15:48:00  | Rating:   | Views: 113 | Comments: 12 | Tags:  Fake  poem  Camouflage Evil creatures uses a deliberate camouflage in order to distract and seduce people into an emotional confusion.  Its depraved nature enjoy enslaving ... ...Read More  Posted by: airsjc on 2008-08-07 11:44:34  | Rating:   | Views: 15 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  fake  "the saints and poets maybe- they do some"