Recent Blogs Emptiness... i am really down today.. i want to talk to anyone but i haven't found any.... i dont want my friends to always hear my sentiments... I am always like this... sad... alone...... ...Read More  Posted by: iresmae on 2008-10-01 03:39:49  | Rating:   | Views: 24 | Comments: 2 | Tags:  emptiness  one of those days It's sunday afternoon, the rain is pouring and the wind feels cold....it's one of those days when you wanted something but you dont actually know what it is exactly and you... ...Read More  Posted by: phoenix704 on 2008-09-07 15:47:10  | Rating:   | Views: 19 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  memoir  life  emptiness  pain  love  Feel Better Me I know that we all have bad days. But today is just a real bummer. I know that I shouldn't always be writing about problems. But isn't thoughts just to put down what you are... ...Read More  Posted by: Fancie on 2008-09-02 15:56:32  | Rating:   | Views: 49 | Comments: 7 | Tags:  sadness  emptiness  death problems  unaccomplished Who plans their life to be like this I sure as hell did not I am destined to be nothing Failure is what I sought My world is spiralling down My emptiness... ...Read More  Posted by: sb04634864 on 2008-09-01 21:17:56  | Rating:   | Views: 47 | Comments: 4 | Tags:  emptiness  All I can do... ...is making men the f** center of my life! Why the hell is that?! It doesnt matter if its my years-long boyfriend or someone I simply have a crush on - to distract... ...Read More  Posted by: AndAgain on 2008-08-27 10:55:00  | Rating:   | Views: 37 | Comments: 3 | Tags:  men  emptiness  lonelyness  meaningless  Finding of the day! Its been almost four weeks now since he left me, shaken up and heartbroken, seriously wondering if I could ever make it... But today, I started to wonder about something... ...Read More  Posted by: AndAgain on 2008-08-18 08:17:17  | Rating:   | Views: 64 | Comments: 3 | Tags:  Realizing  breakup  emptiness  doubt  change of perspective  Lifer McLiferton As things have been more or less settling into place, I’ve been reflecting on everything (much to my dismay). The thing that I keep running into while traversing my... ...Read More  Posted by: wexler on 2008-08-10 09:41:14  | Rating:   | Views: 18 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  Depression  Emptiness  loneliness  Moving on.... Oct 2007 was my last entry.  I was really in a hard place back then.  I had a cheating fiance and my beloved grandmother was fighting lung cancer.  I was... ...Read More  Posted by: skyhigh on 2008-08-01 00:11:00  | Rating:   | Views: 47 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  emptiness  A shock I never was there, I realise, But I did think I won the prize. It's only when I fall deep down, That I know I never was crown. A sense of emptiness... ...Read More  Posted by: bubbly on 2008-05-30 05:11:33  | Rating:   | Views: 68 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  Poem  Poems  Poetry  Thoughts  Emptiness  >>-NIGHT---l> What is it in the darkness of the night that makes a lonely heart even more torn apart? Is it the wind that gently wraps our whole being or the stars that pierces ones... ...Read More  Posted by: phoenix704 on 2008-04-03 22:50:00  | Rating:   | Views: 168 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  love  pain  loneliness  hope  emptiness  LOST: ONE SOUL ! FOUND: NOTHING! POSTED tonight earlier and i have almost pulled it a dozen times. thoughts.com must think i'm a nutcase for sure. finally i made sure ass  hole wasn't awake and... ...Read More  Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-03-24 03:03:42  | Rating:   | Views: 98 | Comments: 3 | Tags:  nothing left  emptiness  reliving it   nightmares  will it ever end? They say " time heals all wounds ", but why can't it heal the scar he left me? It's been years, but still, I feel the same way as before. I saw a picture of him and... ...Read More  Posted by: phoenix704 on 2008-03-16 21:07:12  | Rating:   | Views: 115 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  memoir  pain  first love  emptiness  love  Hindsight is 20/20 This morning as I woke I had some things on my mind. The last few days I have come to a couple of different realizations about some things. I'll walk through how I got to... ...Read More  Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-03-16 19:58:38  | Rating:   | Views: 94 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  love  relationship  realization  emptiness  wiLL I eVeR..... A New year, add it up with a new place equals a perfect escape from a very very empty life. I am indeed surrounded by relatives but somehow the emptiness inside can't be... ...Read More  Posted by: phoenix704 on 2008-01-07 22:10:58  | Rating:   | Views: 75 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  journal  pain  family