You are online right now…. On myspace… It isn’t the first time I have caught the ‘online now’ sign blinking at me… I only look to see if... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-07-03 14:31:53
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I can't remember the last time I said a prayer to the LORD Maybe because I didn't know how Or I never prayed before But that really can't be right Because we need God's help... Read More
Posted by: yrebecka on 2008-07-03 13:25:09
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  I have been looking through my personal journal over the past few months, since I have entered the world of blogging. Certainly it has been a blessing, far beyond anything I expected, and... Read More
Posted by: sharetheword on 2008-07-02 12:57:39
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My soul is crying out for you…cant you hear it? =[… there isn’t much more to say other than that… my soul cries out for him with my heart every night and every... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-07-01 14:59:01
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Okay, I have a question? Is marriage becoming a disappearing fairytale. Previous times has shown that the average male decides to get married around the age 35, after he has established his... Read More
Posted by: MissCammy on 2008-06-26 19:26:07
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Its my 20th birthday today.... Infact...exactly to the minute as I type this out... (6:06pm) Muffins didn't text me at midni ght like I thought he would have... Like I did for him...... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-06-17 19:03:13
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Man is inherently sinful and incapable of true independence. We all rely on someone, something. By nature, it is very easy to stand behind a feeling of independence but this is an illusion.... Read More
Posted by: Nosada on 2008-06-14 11:10:38
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So...I just called him It was me that woke you up June 10th...Tuesday night at 12...well...June 11th then.... (would-have-bee n 15 month anniversary....) I called... I wanted to... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-06-11 00:36:35
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It's been a while... 6 months to the day today...and... This note.. Its... for the first time, I yelled. For the first time, I let my hurtfu l, angry, painful words out.. Muffins... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-06-06 16:34:04
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www.unashamedpursuit.blogspot.com www.mydevotionalpoetry.blogspot.com www.simplylewis.blogspot.com I would have continued my writings on these blogs if I had access to them,... Read More
Posted by: MyJourneyinHim on 2008-06-06 10:09:13
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T h a n k Y o u =----------------------------- ------------------------------- --------= I w a n t e d    to dedicate this short piece to E v e r... Read More
Posted by: MissBB on 2008-05-28 03:34:16
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I painfully stare at the black white and pink calendar posted on the top right corner of my computer screen. My eyes dart over the days my hopes were highe Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-25 22:30:28
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=( omg…. As I curled in a ball with my blankie bawling my eyes out, I am determined to get my feelings out as they come….
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Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-22 19:31:42
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I think I need some advice… So… it was getting to hard of a pain to bear to not talk to him… so on the 19th I finally t Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-21 13:34:08
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I XXXXX miss you… =( I XXXXX miss you so much right now. I so badly want to text you… Muffins&helli Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-18 17:16:22
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It isnt fair. It isnt fair how I cry myself to sleep every night... How as soon as I open my eyes in the morning I think of you and cry some Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-12 00:51:24
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I'm just so torn apart right now. I'm in so much pain. Why? Why….why me? Why him.. why us =[ Why did he do it? How could he do Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-07 00:08:04
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I hurt I hurt It hurts You hurt me… My eyes hurt My heart hurts My soul hurts I don't want to live anymore I want to die. I want to die… I don't want to cry... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-03 21:21:40
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Well… I have finished first year… I haven’t blogged much because of exams and stress… but.. it is all over… and I start Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-30 23:25:05
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Updates…..Updates….for my reference….so I shant forget the time you put efforts out to talk to me…I hopes you will still in the future… I miss you still... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-18 23:19:52
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I would have done ANYTHING for you. I wanted to give you EVERYTHING I had…. Everything. I would have died for you without a second hesitation&helli Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-12 23:53:09
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Currently…. This song by Vanessa Hudgens ‘When there was me and you’ describes perfectly how I am feeling…minus the stress of essays and exams in school…... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-07 16:44:59
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The last few days since you abandoned me for the second time… I have been thinking a lot and realizing a lot too…. Basically& Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-06 14:22:15
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My revision of another devotion I read on the internet, and again I can't remember where it came from. First, read 1 Samuel 16:7 and Judges 6:11-18 God consistently uses plain old,... Read More
Posted by: DKGedeon on 2008-04-03 15:08:01
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Muffins had been telling me he loves me and cares about me and misses me.... but today after school he was at his girlfriends house... he told me they didn’t have sex... he refused... but... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-01 12:50:00
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