Recent Blogs A scene from real life Explicit Content So my suitemate is in his room, crying out loud... while my roomie is doing hw, so I go into the mainway to make some noise, but now my korean suitemate is cryin over... ...Read More  Posted by: IdleWritings on 2008-10-03 01:35:27  | Rating:   | Views: 11 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  Love  Korean  Real  life  despair  my lifeline  right now i feel like hating  not being a hero and saving i want to be angry @ the world for rejection  for tying my arms up and makin me build up tension... ...Read More  Posted by: tobi on 2008-08-27 23:45:48  | Rating:   | Views: 39 | Comments: 2 | Tags:  hate  school  social misfit  poem  sad  Dealing with Despair Why am I discouraged? Why am I restless? I trust you! And I will praise you again because you help me, and you are my God. Psalm 43:5 _not anyone is... ...Read More  Posted by: eyfab on 2008-07-21 01:27:56  | Rating:   | Views: 61 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  God  Bible  David  despair  disappointment  Hey Look Its My Soul: Part 1 Thoughts on society after finishing Things Fall Apart (and coupled reflections on Heart of Darkness) I don't know how to put this into words without feeling patronizing,... ...Read More  Posted by: collectiveob... on 2008-07-17 16:33:54  | Rating:   | Views: 51 | Comments: 3 | Tags:  despair  things fall apart  heart of darkness  society  loss  A weeping storm Slowly I walk to the ocean cliff, a storm is coming. My mind is in a weary fog, my heart is breaking. The clouds are heavy with the sorrows of my heart. They gather... ...Read More  Posted by: Hobbitlover on 2008-06-26 16:04:39  | Rating:   | Views: 103 | Comments: 4 | Tags:  Poem  death  despair  storm  hope  J. i wrote this to you J. one day you might find it. you might never. maybe i never intent for you to read it.. or maybe it was time i said something.. i dont know.. but..... ...Read More  Posted by: MissBB on 2008-05-30 10:06:57  | Rating:   | Views: 147 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  hate  hurt  pain  bottle  tell  Light in the darkness I have a friend named Tony who has been diagnosed with bi-polar disorder, along with MS.  It cost him his wife, his job, his confidence.  When he needs those things... ...Read More  Posted by: Imhere on 2008-05-29 14:53:35  | Rating:   | Views: 76 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  lonely  despair  depression  darkness  fear  this Torch is never extinguished Jesus: sometimes i wonder what it was that made people just drop their lives and follow Him. i mean, have you ever really LOOKED at His followers? there are the... ...Read More  Posted by: AllThingsBuck on 2008-05-29 14:03:21  | Rating:   | Views: 58 | Comments: 2 | Tags:  despair  darkness  release  love  joy  Free Indeed Some call it an "economic slowdown."  Others call it a full blown "recession."  I am not an economist, but as a businessman, I know that it leads... ...Read More  Posted by: Imhere on 2008-05-23 14:48:42  | Rating:   | Views: 181 | Comments: 2 | Tags:  God  faith  faithful  despair  depression  Funk Explicit Content I don't know what the hell is going on with me, but for the last two days I have in funk that I can not shake.  I feel as if the world is about to swallow me whole! All the... ...Read More  Posted by: MeanJean on 2008-05-23 12:33:27  | Rating:   | Views: 35 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  Despair  despair What causes the sense of depair? Is it even a sense? For me it is a panicky and helpless, hopless feeling. I am struggling with what I term despair this morning. I think... ...Read More  Posted by: JesusFran on 2008-05-21 04:32:43  | Rating:   | Views: 53 | Comments: 2 | Tags:  despair  God  further down the spiral Explicit Content The way that my mind is, i feel like i've done more drugs than i ever have, in the sense that, i feel more XXXXX up than  i did when i was smoking 2-4 weights a week of... ...Read More  Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-29 16:05:00  | Rating:   | Views: 104 | Comments: 2 | Tags:  drugs  addiction  despair  depressed  ::True Love:.: "You will never recognize :: True Love :: until you've experienced. Lonliness... Desperation... Heartbreak... ... ...Read More  Posted by: nolimitdomains on 2008-03-21 03:09:56  | Rating:   | Views: 117 | Comments: 1 | Tags: