you tell me you'll be there for me that you wont let me cut but were are you your always around when i don't want to cut and now that i need you and your no were to... Read More
Posted by: lilD16 on 2008-07-26 01:18:48
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no one notices they don't see the scars the cuts they are blind some may see but they do nothing why someone once asked me wut are u thinking when im cutting...really i dont... Read More
Posted by: lilD16 on 2008-07-25 14:31:39
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Im not so sure why I wrote this, I was just putting words on paper..please tell me if I should continue with this story.... She wiped her tears away yet again, wondering what was causing... Read More
Posted by: Deep93 on 2008-07-25 12:13:41
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     There are so many different kinds of pain. Some is from words. But actions hurt the worst.      I cut myself basically daily to get rid of the pain... Read More
Posted by: xscarstellstoriesx on 2008-07-25 11:17:28
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A few weekends ago, my friend Holly spent the night at my house. We were drinking a little and she was petting my pig. (his name is kevin bacon) She went to go wash her hands afterword and... Read More
Posted by: MockedUnicorn on 2008-07-24 20:48:29
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well, my  other closest friend, RB, knows about everything my bff does to herself, and she asked her mom in a "hypothetical question" what to do, and she asked if i had anyone i... Read More
Posted by: nobodyshome24 on 2008-07-22 01:58:05
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red dripping from my wrist curling down my arm warm and soft turning cold and then harsh feeling light headed and on a high wanting to see more blood cutting even... Read More
Posted by: lilD16 on 2008-07-21 21:22:03
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just 3 poems mostly about cutting and some other stuff...there not the greatest i wrote them at work on my break...so ya hope u like them Open eyes they see nothing only the suposive... Read More
Posted by: lilD16 on 2008-07-20 21:22:04
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blood flows like a river through me but then i cut into the skin and start a stream the red flows down my arm twisting and turning making designs so beautiful... Read More
Posted by: lilD16 on 2008-07-18 22:39:44
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i wanna write something amazing but eveytime i put it on paper it sounds like crap... i wanna be that little girl again...the one who would sit on her dads lap...and fall asleep listening to... Read More
Posted by: lilD16 on 2008-07-18 01:42:40
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im addicted to cutting. i love to cut really deep and for the past 3 days probably ive cut really deep and lots more blood then usual. I also cut into my big blue vien in my arm and i damaged the... Read More
Posted by: lilD16 on 2008-07-17 03:04:14
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 Time to grab my MP3 player and go cut grass.... I am dreading this cause it takes a LONGGGGG time and it's hot outside lol. But man when I get done the pool will feel great!!   I... Read More
Posted by: DouglasMB on 2008-07-13 10:53:25
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lilD16 02:57 hey srry i was googling something xmidnightxwingsx 02:58 hi xmidnightxwingsx 02:58 thats ok lilD16 02:59 i jsut sent uu a message lilD16 02:59 o n the other thing... Read More
Posted by: lilD16 on 2008-07-13 05:12:02
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this poem i did not write but im in love with it. i found it on the website www.familyfriendpoems.com 15 Stitches by laura Solis Fifteen stitches on my left arm Had nothing to do... Read More
Posted by: lilD16 on 2008-07-12 17:21:04
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i remember i used to always say i would never, ever cut myself why would you want to do that? when your already swimming in pain but it's not like that its like you... Read More
Posted by: lilD16 on 2008-07-10 22:12:33
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It is healing up. My arm is healing up. I am blogging, because I think that I should do it again. I think I should have something on my arm to show my pain or for some reason. My mom found... Read More
Posted by: Emmy on 2008-07-09 15:59:47
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i told my dad today that i am depressed again. you know what he said to me? "Ellie, you're just bored." WTF?! my depression does NOT stem from boredm. how... Read More
Posted by: pure_life411 on 2008-07-05 23:05:19
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wow. it has been along time since i was last on. a lot has happened since i wrote my last entry. My mom moved away. basically abandoning me. no surprise. I should have seen it... Read More
Posted by: pure_life411 on 2008-07-05 16:04:07
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                          (written early hours of July 4th) I... Read More
Posted by: Emmy on 2008-07-05 12:02:02
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On Saturday I went to the fair. With me was John, Ian, Cheyenne, Aya, and Rachel. All was fine and great until I caught sight of Rachel's wrist. She had cut a rose pattern in the... Read More
Posted by: CursedClocks on 2008-06-30 14:06:47
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I usually only remember or notice if i'm in an high point of low point of my life. I guess this is a low point. Right now i just want my razor. I want to slice my should up and be... Read More
Posted by: Shannon587 on 2008-06-27 17:03:21
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I just want to do it. To end it all. But I don't have the guts. So for now, I settle. I cut. Read More
Posted by: littlebit10 on 2008-06-15 16:12:06
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Corinna likes to cut herself because it’s interesting and can make cool patterns, not because she is depressed. I like to cut myself (although I don’t because it’s not good for... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-30 16:41:39
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For years I have been dealing with bouts of depression, which thanks to Lexapro is now under control. However today I had an unpleasant venture to the shrinks office. My doctor is purely there to... Read More
Posted by: JERZYGURL on 2008-05-21 23:17:25
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it is late in night...rage skatters the thoughts. i need to hear some sounds that recognize this PAIN in me. but, a-las, i am still solitary in this experience called-life. posted an endeavor to... Read More
Posted by: bloodintheeyes on 2008-05-20 02:12:13
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