moveing forward  never to be the same  always moveing on to the next passing of time never to be the same as before it seems like its the same, but is it realy, no it moves forward every... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-05-16 18:58:34
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i dont want to wine, i asked ball and chain to take me to hospital, to see my bro, was still shook up  needed a driver, some support, well guess what?  he just complained about how Far he... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-05-10 11:33:20
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everyone is asleep, i have the time i need to do my own wild and crazey thing,,are you wondering what that is? oh waite hes up make sure he dosent fall down and hurt himself or somthing, just go... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-03-30 00:20:00
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start again sorry i cant use my brain today . goobered up glasses, always  looking for somthing to clean them, use your shirt, or even get off your but and go to the sink,  wow know i can... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-03-01 11:33:52
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sorry for the anger, the mom thing thats a totaly different issue.  i know who i can depend on and it aint her...  man dont want to be a grown up today, held just need some big strong... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-02-28 18:05:47
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the house is alive again, the boys are home, kev came home early seeing  that his dad died last nite, going to work helps him i can see why, his jopd sent  a realy nice plant, hope i dont... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-02-28 18:00:07
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to what may be my only release from now on. Ive spent the last half hour, looking for a blog site that i could sign up to to get all this off my chest. I hope someone out there can help me. Read More
Posted by: trailer101 on 2007-12-26 23:22:30
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Horses...I dream about them everyday. I want one. No, I NEED one to survive everyday. Not one day goes by that i dont dream about them. I leased a horse at the stables i ride at, but then my... Read More
Posted by: miasr1 on 2007-09-04 23:01:01
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