I'm just so torn apart right now. I'm in so much pain. Why? Why….why me? Why him.. why us =[ Why did he do it? How could he do it? How could he sleep at night knowing he was... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-07 00:08:04
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I hurt I hurt It hurts You hurt me… My eyes hurt My heart hurts My soul hurts I don't want to live anymore I want to die. I want to die… I don't want to cry... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-03 21:21:40
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...............*Sighs* i have no idea where to start..... I'm mad at a couple of my friends... I just feel left out of stuff.......And right now I'm mad at everyone.........Friends, Family,... Read More
Posted by: dabaddestbitch on 2008-05-01 23:48:50
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Well… I have finished first year… I haven’t blogged much because of exams and stress… but.. it is all over… and I start work soon… which… frankly... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-30 23:25:05
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Hi everyone! I'm sorry about deleting my introductory blog-post as at April 16th, 2008. I thank other users for their comments though. I had to delete it to maintain anonymity. And for various... Read More
Posted by: Aphrodite on 2008-04-22 06:44:43
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Posted by: Ottehey on 2008-04-21 09:43:22
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        I just put the phone down talking to his sister, she said he was doing fine and yet she refused to tell me where he is. Being in this awkward situation... Read More
Posted by: impairedheart on 2008-04-21 08:08:07
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Updates…..Updates….for my reference….so I shant forget the time you put efforts out to talk to me…I hopes you will still in the future… I miss you still... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-18 23:19:52
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I would have done ANYTHING for you. I wanted to give you EVERYTHING I had…. Everything. I would have died for you without a second hesitation&helli Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-12 23:53:09
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It's amazing what shame does to a person. For the longest time I thought that maybe being in love, would make me happy. Maybe thats the problem... The fact that I chase love, demand it... and... Read More
Posted by: TheBoneCollector on 2008-04-09 05:22:33
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I feel lost, abandoned and forgotten My true love, was lost My face is awash with tears my heart shreds at each glance I see the person he was and I see what he is They are not the same... Read More
Posted by: jewl on 2008-04-08 14:46:24
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Currently…. This song by Vanessa Hudgens ‘When there was me and you’ describes perfectly how I am feeling…minus the stress of essays and exams in school…... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-07 16:44:59
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Hi, my name is Denim, and people love me. I don’t know why; but they see something in me that I just can’t. Everything I do, I just do; and everyone else seems to think that I do what I... Read More
Posted by: RomeosMadWorld on 2008-04-07 07:33:36
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The last few days since you abandoned me for the second time… I have been thinking a lot and realizing a lot too…. Basically& Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-06 14:22:15
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"SADNESS" Not too long ago, a few weeks to be exact, I had met a wonderful woman online. She and I just started chatting and all was well. A new friend I had found. Then,... Read More
Posted by: fastgoing on 2008-04-03 22:30:52
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Happy April Fool's day. So...um I have no jokes--I'm not funny.... The title is Superstar by Lupe Fiasco.... I have a broken heart OFFICIALLY. Done and done. Evy totally blurted out she... Read More
Posted by: skullosaur on 2008-04-01 16:35:00
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Muffins had been telling me he loves me and cares about me and misses me.... but today after school he was at his girlfriends house... he told me they didn’t have sex... he refused... but... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-04-01 12:50:00
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Today was the strangest day of my life. The colours whizzed past my eyes like a boy lost on the side of a highway. Bursts of red and green, mixed with the flashing of headlights… zooming... Read More
Posted by: RomeosMadWorld on 2008-03-31 09:00:00
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Well…I’m just going to go right out and say it…. Muffins had sex. It isn’t so much as the act itself that KILLS m Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-29 19:59:00
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I have known him for 12 years, I was a sophomore in high school, he was a senior.  My friend was dating his and they thought we should be set up...well we were and have been together for 12... Read More
Posted by: sbattin on 2008-03-26 11:40:39
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Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-25 15:53:22
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Posted by: Ottehey on 2008-03-23 07:05:42
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 dear God, i have made the same mistake for the third time! when will i learn to leave well enough alone? when will i stop putting my faith and trust in human love and put it in your... Read More
Posted by: JoshWasHere on 2008-03-22 11:50:40
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Sometimes…most of the time, I wish I could just curl into a ball so tight that I would just disappear, like I never existed at all. But no matter ho Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-03-22 03:04:01
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I'm here again...its something tat i think i should not keep it to myself but rather to share with u guys..i've broke up with her...after the hardship i've gone thru, she asked for it..wat can i... Read More
Posted by: uDDynZ0724 on 2008-03-19 03:54:16
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