If you forgive others for the wrongs they do to you, your Father in heaven will forgive you. Matthew 6:14 _why do you hold so much anger and bitterness when you can let it out... Read More
Posted by: eyfab on 2008-07-18 22:42:22
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For some reason my life is full of guys that are jerks, thats what makes me wonder if there is a guy out there that would'nt break my heart or cheat and lie... its even hard for me to be in a... Read More
Posted by: BrokenAngel_17 on 2008-07-17 21:35:15
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Tiffany and I are Best Friends we are very close we can talk to eachother about anything and we call eachother even in the middle of the night if we have a problem we are always... Read More
Posted by: BrokenAngel_17 on 2008-07-17 00:08:46
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brokenness is pain ,suffering.tears have fallen but not anymore.i wont take it.i cant take it.i've been put down way to long and im fighting back .like it or not no one will help me i am not... Read More
Posted by: Black_Angel on 2008-07-16 16:49:58
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and im still crying over losing him... everything is a reminder and is constantly opening up my emotional wounds... ..the m ost pain comes from knowing that he was my greatest... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-07-13 20:44:44
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I feel alone, nothing inside feels real...what have i become.?...I used to be in love, for four and a half years i was ac tually happy...now i am just broken...where did i go wrong.?...Why do... Read More
Posted by: Dejected_Heart on 2008-07-13 02:30:20
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I'm still her That scared little girl Never knowing where to turn Still trying to find my place in the world This feeling is overpowering This feeling of loss This feeling of total... Read More
Posted by: monsters_living on 2008-07-12 22:40:37
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The words that come out of you mouth lie after lie not the guy i knew sorry for leaving my esape is here Be as sad as you want I cant be there anymore cowardly guy you should know... Read More
Posted by: colorfulblack on 2008-07-11 13:52:40
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I decided back in June that I would start a diary.  A handwritten diary to help me  process my thoughts, come to grips with the emotional rollercoaster I've been on since my breakup... Read More
Posted by: frasier31 on 2008-07-07 17:17:36
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I look in the mirror to see myself, Then I laid my hand upon my chest. Something was gone, but I couldn’t remember. I knew however, it has been there since September. This... Read More
Posted by: MissCammy on 2008-07-06 02:31:36
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Everything is easy to say...but hard to do ... People tell me to get over things that are impossible to do....you know like scared for life.Its not that easy ...well not for me anyway.Its... Read More
Posted by: Black_Angel on 2008-07-05 15:41:32
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You are online right now…. On myspace… It isn’t the first time I have caught the ‘online now’ sign blinking at me… I only look to see if... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-07-03 14:31:53
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My soul is crying out for you…cant you hear it? =[… there isn’t much more to say other than that… my soul cries out for him with my heart every night and every... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-07-01 14:59:01
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Its my 20th birthday today.... Infact...exactly to the minute as I type this out... (6:06pm) Muffins didn't text me at midni ght like I thought he would have... Like I did for him...... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-06-17 19:03:13
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This is the story of life, Defeat comes hiding the victory My every wish comes through This isn’t really necessary But still the shadows of my dreams They feel so real and true... Read More
Posted by: Slash on 2008-06-12 03:53:40
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So...I just called him It was me that woke you up June 10th...Tuesday night at 12...well...June 11th then.... (would-have-bee n 15 month anniversary....) I called... I wanted to... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-06-11 00:36:35
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"I'm sorry." "I know you're sorry. I'm sorry." He looked into her eyes, longing for the night to start again.  She held his gaze for a few seconds, his ... Read More
Posted by: EasyToSay on 2008-06-08 04:09:56
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....my sister, nieces, and brother and law are here and its so awesome to see them....my nieces are big....the eldest is my height already and growing.....thats crazy.... ive been thinking about... Read More
Posted by: dearestjenn on 2008-06-07 18:03:45
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It's been a while... 6 months to the day today...and... This note.. Its... for the first time, I yelled. For the first time, I let my hurtfu l, angry, painful words out.. Muffins... Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-06-06 16:34:04
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i hate the fact that u dont want to talk to me right now....im sorry for last night...i didnt mean for things to go the way that they did....i love you....please dont shut me out....u mean so much... Read More
Posted by: dearestjenn on 2008-06-06 02:41:33
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Under our Broken Rainbow I am lost, no. I am found by things I was trying so hard to run away from. To escape It hurts. Like a thousand knives carving into my denial Reveling the... Read More
Posted by: EternalFlower on 2008-05-30 16:15:56
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Days go by, but my pain never fades I'm withering away inside myself. Look at what you've done to me yo Read More
Posted by: BrokenPromises on 2008-05-28 19:17:03
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i finally experienced to love someone unconditionally... im so much in love... but my first will not be my last... does it hurt? yes.... so much!!! what will i do? guss ive done my... Read More
Posted by: oilpastel on 2008-05-26 03:56:16
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I painfully stare at the black white and pink calendar posted on the top right corner of my computer screen. My eyes dart over the days my hopes were highe Read More
Posted by: Jewelz17 on 2008-05-25 22:30:28
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I hope you are proud of yourself with your behaviour? I tell you that although I care for you I can’t keep going with this relationship Maybe i've been through to much and as much as Read More
Posted by: MissBB on 2008-05-25 14:10:03
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