Recent Blogs comments ok im almost done,,we were saying our prayers,BC was in the living room shouting are you praying your daddy will just die?  crapp i could not believe this! i closed the... ...Read More  Posted by: bjm on 2008-10-03 13:48:11  | Rating:   | Views: 18 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  sorry  bla  bla  bla    hold it in nope i dont recomend it,let them out give a shout  cry if you like  why else do we have tears? that we can use when we need to, our hearts break over and over and over... ...Read More  Posted by: bjm on 2008-10-02 19:43:04  | Rating:   | Views: 24 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  bla.bla  bla    ok focus i have had a hard time lately focusing on my life, dragging myself around doing my everyday stuff, life im in a cloud or something,,gotta comment th other day from this lady,she... ...Read More  Posted by: bjm on 2008-10-02 19:24:30  | Rating:   | Views: 20 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  bla  bla  bla    monday ya once again monday bla    got alot done today    just bla  you ever feel that way  just going through the motions   nothing... ...Read More  Posted by: bjm on 2008-09-08 15:40:36  | Rating:   | Views: 18 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  me  again  bla    7 up ok  i sent ball and chain to the market  i cant drive when i dont feel good too grouchy  ya me  boy i become momzila of the road  no patients for stupid... ...Read More  Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-08-29 18:31:19  | Rating:   | Views: 36 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  ya  bla  boo  hoo    no huggy ya when he got back  he tried to hugg me,  man i reacted  stepped back  he looked at me i gotta protect my heart,  he just started to grabb for my... ...Read More  Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-08-23 14:00:53  | Rating:   | Views: 30 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  bla  bla  bla  sorry    tell us how bad it is!!! boy watching the news isnt  nice anymore,i used to like watching world news, crapp this guy saying how bad it is out there and blameing him or the other guy  for all... ...Read More  Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-08-21 10:16:25  | Rating:   | Views: 33 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  sorry  bla  bla  news    sit on butt ya thats pretty much i feel like doing today,,im distracted  alot of things on my brain as usual  i spend my days cheering myself up  and saying things like it... ...Read More  Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-08-14 14:48:55  | Rating:   | Views: 17 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  yes  bla  bla  bla    more meetings Explicit Content well i think i will have to go,  cant do this on my own anymore,im no councilor,  or therapist      someone told me it would help me like 10... ...Read More  Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-08-13 23:19:12  | Rating:   | Views: 20 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  ok  bla  bla  bla    forgive yes i forgive him for not even trying, guess you want it bad enough  you will at least try and not give up so easy,  i have to turn my back on him,and boy does that... ...Read More  Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-08-12 19:09:03  | Rating:   | Views: 21 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  ya  bla  bla    poems ya i realy like to read poetry,i am afraid to write my poems down, its like im giveing part of my soul away,people are brave that realy go for it, im working on it, got some... ...Read More  Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-07-29 14:11:13  | Rating:   | Views: 19 | Comments: 1 | Tags:  ok  bla  bla    spanish yep i know a little  but not enough,i am gonna have to learn some basic stuff, like toilet over flow,   stuff like that so i dont get a blank stare, i try to... ...Read More  Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-07-22 10:45:37  | Rating:   | Views: 26 | Comments: 0 | Tags:  bla  ok  bla  bla    singing in the kitchen ya i blow my family away alot, when i dont hold back,wow i gotta sing,  my soul just feels healed when i belt one out, ya little old me, the Lord gave me a voice, and boy i... ...Read More