Well, I will start by introducing myself .. My name is Claudia, 17 years old and I live in the Netherlands. Since I was about 13 years old I became eating disordered. I had a period I... Read More
Posted by: Bloemetje on 2008-04-28 14:39:37
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long time no blog.   i wish i could write about something fantastic that has happened but to be honest, i am so steaming mad that the veins have come up on the back of my hand and i cannot... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2008-04-12 11:52:06
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And I just made some pasta because I was feeling sick from not eating all day. I hate that. But i had to get stuff done and i felt ill. This happened to me a little last year though, and my body... Read More
Posted by: jackracker on 2008-04-05 01:55:18
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I know i suffer from some sort of eating disorder in addition to many other things, but I cannot figure out the exact pattern to it all. First of all I was about 100 pounds all of highschool,... Read More
Posted by: jackracker on 2008-04-04 23:51:19
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Well, what can I say? I wish I could say that things have gotten better and i feel a lot more better about things, but no, that doesn't happen to me, does it. Aside from the fact that I've just... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2008-02-25 04:11:37
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EDIT. The past week has just been so low, i didn't even want to leave bed. I'm not eating anything properly, I'm barely even eating. I'm trying so hard to get a job but the only place that I... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2008-02-11 08:07:29
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I am so fat! I am a fat lard. I ate way too much today so far. Well anyway, i was talking to tenika and she said my mom had lost weight but i was looking thick. well this just... Read More
Posted by: dying2bthin on 2008-01-02 12:55:55
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Well, I guess I start this out by saying hello. Today is like any other day I guess. Working, then getting ready to go home and sleep. Normally I work out at the gym after... Read More
Posted by: Thin_Inside on 2007-11-13 15:47:46
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So this morning was weird. I got up at 7am to get ready for work, I left at 8am with mum to go pick up the books and office phone and made my way to the bus stop. I noticed a car that Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-10-21 02:33:07
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Making a decision (most of time) is easy. well depending on what the options are it is. Yesterday I started of the day well, I had a banana and a coffee for breakfast, and kept refill Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-10-19 01:50:37
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I am seriously obsessed with black coffee recently. Everytime I have a cup, I feel motivated and not even hungry, is caffeine that sexy? I don't want to be hooked on it though. For in Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-10-17 00:49:33
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I count calories on absolutely everything. Even if I'm not going to eat it, doesn't matter, I still need to know. For example, all the Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-10-14 01:50:11
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Colin James Hay is amazing, isn't he? I really struggled with trying not to eat yesterday, I felt much more hungry than normal, I didn't have much coffee but I don't think thats it. All I... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-10-12 02:04:26
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I went to the flea market like I told you (yes, i know i went on sunday and today is thursday, but i had problems logging in!) I got a whole load of stuff, the thing about this market, is that a... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-10-11 01:24:18
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IS NEUROTIC. My mother, is a crazy person. We'll get back to this though. Yesterday, I finished work at 12:30pm, my lovely boss said I can work from ho Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-10-07 01:37:21
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Saturday morning, 9:06am to be exact. I'm at work, with a scummy coffee, not scRummy. Yesterday ended well, i think. I left work at 6pm, in a good mood, my boss an Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-10-06 02:19:05
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This morning, on the way to work, I catched my normal bus, and for once, it was empty, I was the only passenger on that bus until the last time (it's right by my work) and as stupid as it sounds,... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-10-05 02:20:10
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10:30am appointment at my orthos, I arrive early and wait patiently with my iPod. Then I get called in. What does she do? Decide to basically replace everything. She annoyed me so much, I missed... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-10-04 01:17:24
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