Heeeey, It's been a while.. but I'm doing great :D I lost 3 pounds since last time.. so now I'm 105 :) Not too bad ^^ Well I just wanted to show you my English site.. I've been working... Read More
Posted by: Bloemetje on 2008-05-09 11:04:03
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maybe i was born XXXXX up. something's got to be wrong with me. they said i used to be so great. i used to love my dad. i used to love my mom. i used to love everyone. even thou Read More
Posted by: pullthetrigger on 2008-04-13 15:21:33
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In Complete darkness, I live in the shadow of a life, I hide from the world, for fear of it's judgment and condemnation. My sadnness strikes a chord of grief within, I am trapped... Read More
Posted by: lonelyscribe on 2008-04-10 15:34:18
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The Wrong Path I feel lost and I’ve wondered from my path again. I’ve lost my way and I am alone in this darken place unable to feel comfort from the... Read More
Posted by: lonelyscribe on 2008-04-05 17:30:07
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Dear all.. I think this is a fantastic site you've got going on and couldn't wait to join. I had an account a while ago but it got old and I didn't bother with it, but this is my new start... Read More
Posted by: AlphabetPonylvmka on 2008-03-31 17:00:00
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Is it possible to ever run dry of tears? If so then I should have cryed for the last time. Not one day goes by when I am not consumed within tears, my head heavy as are my eyes. In 6... Read More
Posted by: lonelyscribe on 2008-03-23 08:56:21
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I am a mess of eyeliner and contradictions who's thought's and mantras are interupted by prayers and wishes to be thin. I am the girl on the street who people pass with no inkling, no... Read More
Posted by: lonelyscribe on 2008-03-23 08:05:03
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My hatred blooms like a pale rose, as I reap the sorrow life sows. If mirror reflections lie to me, what is it then that I can't see? I feel here presence, she's at my side, she... Read More
Posted by: lonelyscribe on 2008-03-22 18:59:48
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The guilt over asking Michael to prom and then staying with Stanley is killing me.  I have to say something to Stanley.  I don't know how to do it, but it has to be done.  First I... Read More
Posted by: meghansr2008 on 2008-02-27 22:06:57
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Well, what can I say? I wish I could say that things have gotten better and i feel a lot more better about things, but no, that doesn't happen to me, does it. Aside from the fact that I've just... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2008-02-25 04:11:37
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As the days and weeks drift into each other I find myself sliping further into despair. After a week of total ailianation and over eating I sat today on a bench facing the mountains. The... Read More
Posted by: lonelyscribe on 2008-02-24 15:42:06
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EDIT. The past week has just been so low, i didn't even want to leave bed. I'm not eating anything properly, I'm barely even eating. I'm trying so hard to get a job but the only place that I... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2008-02-11 08:07:29
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I've been sitting here for a while wondering if I really can put my feelings in to words, was it really that simple, and who would listen? For someone like myself that is always... Read More
Posted by: lonelyscribe on 2008-02-09 10:12:07
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I know when I start to blog I tend to have a few posts built up but this is something that came up in the middle of my last blog.  It has to do with Shaun's sister, and my... Read More
Posted by: bmac12 on 2008-02-06 12:18:37
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I'M SOOOO SORRY. i didnt manage to do that. i tried but i fell over. tomorrow. i'll eat less, i promise. im sorry. oh GOD please give me some willpower. i BELIVE i can do that. Read More
Posted by: zoyalith on 2008-02-04 15:26:20
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well yesterday was our eating day lol.yes one day a week my and my friend have an eating day so we dont binge daily.u know with stupid cravings.and we wnt to see atonement.it is such an amazing... Read More
Posted by: AshleyGacy on 2008-02-03 11:15:27
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well today has most def. been an intresting day.i woke up around 8 and went for a bike ride then i had a shower and did some writeing.then my mom and i ha Read More
Posted by: AshleyGacy on 2008-01-31 20:05:10
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i despise night time . i fail at everything all of the time.i ate dinner.i really really needed to because i was so dizzy.u see i fell sleep with Read More
Posted by: AshleyGacy on 2008-01-30 21:49:29
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well i am in a slightly better mood now.its about 2 pm here.so far i have kept myself busy with a shower i went for a run/walk.then i had to sit for a bit before i started cleaning.while i have... Read More
Posted by: AshleyGacy on 2008-01-30 14:00:34
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I'm ill off school again. Not really ill. Well, it's not that i'm not ill, I am, but just that in normal circumstances I wouldnt take the day off. I've never had a day off school in my whole life... Read More
Posted by: locket on 2008-01-30 11:06:05
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i feel awful.i just woke up and i am going to scream.i ate too much yesterday.my mom made dinner and i ate enough for a few people along with a chocolate bar.i just couldnt do it Read More
Posted by: AshleyGacy on 2008-01-30 09:27:19
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i want to use this blog to write about my life - with depression, anorexia, and just generally. I feel that i've run out of people to talk to. It was my "best friend" who caused the mess in the... Read More
Posted by: locket on 2008-01-29 17:41:35
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today has been pretty XXXXX shity.i am def. the ugliest person i have ever seen.i ate too much.i have had about idk 500 calories today:( Read More
Posted by: AshleyGacy on 2008-01-29 15:04:10
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today has been pretty XXXXX shity.i am def. the ugliest person i have ever seen.i ate too much.i have had about idk 500 calories today:( Read More
Posted by: AshleyGacy on 2008-01-29 15:04:07
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"It was for freedom that Christ set us free; therefore keep standing firm and do not be subject again to the yoke of slavery"  Galatians 5:1 Christ set us free. Freedom. ... Read More
Posted by: rihanna216 on 2008-01-27 22:30:24
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