thats never been an issue hes my best friend  the father of my boys  when we are together well he puts me first always treats me like im a princess he knows me sooo well and i he ... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-05-16 19:11:57
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trying to get back to normal, whatever that is , when you almost loose someone  wow  your priorities change, whats realy important??? either you get it or you dont, and boy i tell YOU i... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-05-07 11:24:04
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as tite as you can today squeeze them and tell them how much you love the, be thankful and greatful  for what you have, dont sit around feeling sorry for yourself,  if you have your... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-05-06 12:30:17
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A thought, a sigh, Accepting a lie Knowingly following A thread self-tiring. I am too mellow To every fellow, When will I let My mind be set? Or will I forever Be... Read More
Posted by: Bubbly on 2008-05-06 09:03:58
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and all i could do was  well nothing, just listen to the heart peirceing crys  each one going rite to your heart, wipeing  eachothers tears  looking for tissues,handing them... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-05-01 19:08:49
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I am a man I was a boy I will become and elder I shall live I could laugh I would weep I see you  I really do I am a teenager, To put it plainly. I am a boy crossing over... Read More
Posted by: harriboy on 2008-05-01 16:53:31
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ever have them some batter then sizzle, yummy  gonna make some for the  boys tonite haveing a fish sale at the market i picked up some huge fresh not frozen crap scallops are the boys... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-26 21:25:18
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had a nice day,watched a movie with my kids  how funny  we  stayed in and made popcorn  , ball and chain isnt around, till he can get help he can see the boys, they Stay with... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-26 20:13:47
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ya they have it every year  and every year HE SLEEPS through it, all the other fathers manage to get there for their CHILDREN, i told the boys i will be the dad and we ARE gonna have fun and... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-24 12:45:15
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wow is that fun, its a great way to start the week,,the boys played realy well, i never  ask whats the score   i ask did you have fun? got a bunch of candy for the sibs,,  i... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-21 22:59:16
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the people who own this place  well they need help, they asked me if i knew anyone that needs a job,,,heck i was thinking  ya i could work make MY OWN money,, i told them ya,i know... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-20 16:48:35
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yah thats what ill do  it helps me not go nuts,, typing on this thing, my fingers are in shape,,gonna keep to myself,,like always   dont get to close,,everything will be ok, been... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-20 15:10:07
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i have alot to think about,, see i kinda got used to kindness, which i dont get from ball and chain, i realized i need to be treated like i treat others, and he dont fit the bill, i deserve the... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-20 12:42:30
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i hope everyone is having a great morning,, woke  up kinda late, my brain is fried, from thinking sooo much,, glad brother took  the boys  i did need it  he is gonna bring the... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-20 11:56:51
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its  funny this couple came back from supper and they looked at me and probably thought oh traveling career girl  they just smiled and went to their cabin, it was funny, i do work just at... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-19 22:31:58
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ya called karen thats her name shes some cabins well anyway, shes gonna air mine out for me and do some dusting,, the boys and i a will go up later today, give me some time to get some stuff put... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-19 12:38:47
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thats how i feel tonite, maybe its spring comeing or somthing, i took the computer from my boys i dont usualy use it at nite, thought it would help, i feel the same way i do when there is a thunder... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-18 22:09:09
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the boys are at schhol whew, morning rush went well, found everything,,, its friday  ya   no alarm clock,,thats nice,,i always wake up before it goes of anyway,, i hope everyone is... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-18 10:46:11
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i felt good  realy good,,,i want to continue to grow  as i am,,,,its like he trys to suck me down,,,, no no,,,its a pathetic way to be, but when hes an XXXXX  he takes bits and... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-15 11:36:08
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into the computer and hug someone today,, but i cant,, crap this is sooo hard, my friend is going through some real stuff and alls i can do is WRITE, want to take care of my friend  make a cup... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-12 12:13:23
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we cant try to talk end up Screaming,,, we need to learn to communicate,, thats one big prob,,,cant fite in front of the boys, it will change who they are,,, so thats why i dont talk to him,,, and... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-12 09:39:31
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i feel realy stupid, i called him at work and i was screaming at him couse i am not happy,,,why should i care if he knows that im unhappy, well i guess i do,   he is at home  and my... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-11 19:14:27
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something is wrong at home,, all you all are sooo very kind to me   thats what i want at home,,, just kindness, not just always bitter about something,, dont drink,,, oh waite I WILL GO... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-11 12:17:50
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im so sad and blue, and its all becouse of you,, my sheets they feel like lead, and my pillows they feel like stoneits so hard to be alone, i live on a  lonesome avenue,lonesome avenue, oh im... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-10 13:17:07
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not to look too close or he mite change his mind, he only smiled, i told him i did not deserve his kindness, he said  you do the best you can, and the Lord will do the rest,, well after i... Read More
Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-04-09 12:08:10
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