I'm not sure what i'm writing or even why, i'm not even sure how this idea came into my head... I've heard of blogging but neverthought I would need or want to write things for people I don't... Read More
Posted by: pinkandbluegirl on 2008-07-18 17:51:42
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today If there was a person who was the exact opposite of Pollyanna that would be me today if you had to choose someone  that most embodies the beliefs of W. Clement Stone... Read More
Posted by: roe on 2008-06-25 18:07:04
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it's emo time. I'm not sure why but I've been really unhappy in the last several days. Everything is not right and my life is going downhill fast. I just want to do drugs and be happy for a couple... Read More
Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-06-23 22:06:14
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why do you have to know what time we are going to leave before we go somewhere i just do not understand that it all depends on if its fun or not that answer can not be predicted why do you... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-12 17:03:43
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there are times when I want to do something and I know you are just doing it to be nice, but you are such a pain in the neck and you make me so nervous and I cant enjoy myself thinking about how... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-12 17:00:50
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Its so nice outside I wish you didnt hate bugs we could eat out there later oh well I wish we could go to the  museum you hate walking around I wish we could go see... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-12 16:57:55
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when we were dating it seemed like you could take a day off whenever you felt like it now whenever we go on vacation with the family you have to leave before us wow, you must really... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-12 16:50:30
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whenever your phone rings you always look to see who it is then decide if you want to talk your phone is never out of your reach I used to be able to call once to get through now I... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-12 16:45:52
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where did you say you were going I cant remember oh yeah you'll eat there ok you are too busy right now to talk we'll talk late sure love ya bye Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-12 16:42:30
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so I should just do my own thing and not worry about you like make plans without you you dont mind at all you'll entertain yourself you have plenty of things to do dont worry about you... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-12 16:40:14
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i just want a friend you do too but you already have alot of friends and you are not my friend sorry Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-12 16:36:41
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I want to feel again I remember when I did when I was just a kid I remember I couldnt wait for someone to call to ask me for a date and if he didnt, I'd ball I wanted mr right... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-10 00:34:28
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love! love ! love? i have failed to mention love! love! love? i need to give that question some attention he loves me he loves me not do I love him a little or alot?... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-10 00:24:56
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OK, Im not a total angel in all this OK, He is not the only one who wrecked our wedded bliss but he started it! oh, now I sound like a baby but I fear I could become a bag lady... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-10 00:14:00
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we pretended again today tried to be polite only almost had a little fight we spent time with our kids even smiled a bit no one seemed afraid it all seemed so legit when the... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-09 03:36:05
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I cant even dream a happy ending anymore my imagination has evaporated Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-07 23:15:33
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I used to think if only i had amnesia i wanted to forgive I wanted more than anything to forget if only i had amnesia maybe we could move forward but now im not so sure? Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-07 23:12:02
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I hate him for changing I hate him because of her I hate him cuz she is still around I hate him cuz he says im crazy nothing ever happened he says oh maybe he did try to get me jealous... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-07 23:09:24
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did you have an affair i really thought you did it was either that or a nervous breakdown something was out of wack sometimes I thought you had one but its over and the guilt was... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-07 23:06:17
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eating together making small talk is so tense and uncomfortable how long do i need to sit here with him so it doesnt seem rude how long do I have to act interested how long will i ask... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-07 22:52:50
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i married you because i believed you would never stray I wanted a sure thing, no gamble, no risk, no nonsense, no trouble i married you because i knew you would be a good dad i married you... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-07 21:58:50
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how can i forgive you if you say you did nothing wrong how can I forget if you say you dont remember how can i move on when you dont ever want to look back how will i ever know... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-07 21:14:52
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whenever i try to have a conversation and steer it away from how wonderful you are or your job or how many friends you have because im tired of the same old thing over and over and over again... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-07 21:07:40
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so you say you arent happy oh, you are happy with everything but me you say I am mean I put words in your mouth yet you say you dont remember everytime I ask if you remember a... Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-07 21:00:25
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when you couldnt be with  me i used to be sad and now when your gone im sadly glad Read More
Posted by: bymyself on 2008-06-07 03:48:11
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