Ugh, I’m so effing bored. I slept ’til about 12pm. For some reason couldn’t sleep until 2am. Even though I was tired. Whatever. I’m tired. Sittin’ here.... Read More
Posted by: xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-20 15:10:59
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*sigh* Sittin’ here. Nothin’ to do today. Listenin’ to “Thunder.” Tearin’ up. That was our song. Today is one of the first days since….New Years that... Read More
Posted by: xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-19 13:50:08
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Oh my hell, today was one of the most depressing days of my life!!! Shane still hasn’t come to school. I’m starting to miss that little bastard. I wish he would come back. Or at least... Read More
Posted by: xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-18 18:50:00
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Today was….I dunno. If I called it a great day, I’d feel bad, thinking about Shane and everything we’ve done together. If I called it a bad day…..well, I’d b Read More
Posted by: xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-16 18:08:36
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God, I don’t know what to say about today. Some was bad. Some was good. Some was absolutely nuts. This morning I went to the hospital. I got an ultra sound done on my thyroid. Thyroids... Read More
Posted by: xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-15 18:29:01
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Tee hee! Shane’s ex’s are awesome ^_^ I wush talking to one ex, Samara, this morning, and she wrote something on the desk in CFL (Carrer, Family Leadership) and I kept bugging her,... Read More
Posted by: xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-14 17:43:57
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So far today, I've done nothing. Sad, eh? Listening to "And Love Said No" by H.I.M. I love that song. But then again, who doesn't? So, Rachel, how's school going? It's... Read More
Posted by: xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-12 17:09:17
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All in all, today was a pretty good day. I don't know what I was thinking with the suicide thing. Shane has chick friends, and that's fine. I have plenty of guy friends. Almost too m Read More
Posted by: xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-11 16:39:23
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I wanted to committ suicide this morning. And I told a friend how I felt. She's reporting me to the counselor. Guess I'm not dyin' any time soon. Darn. The reasons for these feelings are dumb. I... Read More
Posted by: xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-10 17:43:51
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I think I hate being Shane's friend. Well...I might not hate it, but I sure didn't like it today. When we talked on the phone Saturday, he was sweet, nice, funny, pretty much the same as... Read More
Posted by: xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-09 17:15:54
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Wow, today was a crazy day, homie. Went to skew. First hour was horrible. So boring -_- There isn't even a clock in that room! Talk about torture. But I got to keep my Journalism class! exciting!!... Read More
Posted by: xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-07 20:22:17
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Last night was amazing. I stayed up 'til 2am using a lazer pointer outside my bedroom window to freak out dogs and XXXXX. A guy came outside in a house across the street to smoke with his do Read More
Posted by: xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-04 16:14:17
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I went to Wal-Mart with G-ma Jean. I got new deodorant  that smells like cucumbers. It's yumola. And I bought a dragonfruit vitamin water. Delish. I also saw Teressa there. With her... Read More
Posted by: xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-03 17:09:22
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