Depressed but functional Explicit Content
Borderline, seems like I'm going to lose my mind.......
My mom always pegged me as the strong one. I guess I didn't have a choice after sixteen years (my parents divorced) of not only...
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saffronroad on 2008-05-16 00:14:09 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 24 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
depression
sadness
mental illness
family
Lesson learned
I've come to a realization today...(scary for me I know)
But even in the school system...there are 2 types of people.
1. those who want the best for the children
2. those who want the best...
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jringwald on 2008-05-15 22:45:16 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 10 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
sadness
ME
We are at the cliff in the forest. I watch her glow in the sun, thinking of things I wouldn't understand. It doesn't bother me.
We aren't so different, I and her. We both adore the...
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harriboy on 2008-05-11 18:01:11 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 824 | # Comments: 10 | Tags:
Me
smile
suicide
bliss
end
Really Sad Explicit Content
I feel like XXXXX today. I feel like an emotional piece of garbage.
Last night we got in
to a big huge argument. No calling names, or cheap shots, or anything like that, but it...
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TheAlreadyJaded on 2008-05-11 14:41:59 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 44 | # Comments: 3 | Tags:
relationships
fighting
sadness
The Detectives
We went in today to be interviewed by the detectives today. They took Mikey in first and he came out crying. Then I had to go in. While Mikey was in there I sat with boys and...
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cholwuttle on 2008-05-10 02:18:35 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 17 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
investigations
murder
birthday
sadness
Today came without my permission
May 9
I hate this day
May 9
I live this day, everyday.
May 9
It was a Tuesday, and yet today is a Friday.
May 9
But still wanting it to go away.
May 9
Learning how to live with...
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jringwald on 2008-05-09 23:01:46 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 21 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
sadness
family
The Day that No Body Came.
It happened 2 years ago tomorrow. What it? The death of my husband's daughter. She died suddenly May 10, 2006. Yes, it has been hard on my husband as it is on all parents when they lose a child....
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Sooner on 2008-05-09 22:54:26 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 14 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
Sadness
Needing to let go
Last night, Brian brought me warm milk after my shower and basically came up to say good night. It was really sweet and I was in disbelief. He said it would be a few minutes before...
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prelude2it on 2008-05-01 07:26:22 Average Rating:  | Views: 157 | # Comments: 19 | Tags:
sadness
love
pain
difficult relationship
My little ray of sunshine,
is being eatin by a cloud called califorina. im so not looking forward to her being gone. its wierd, to think about how much she means to me. ive never felt this way before. she left for st. louis...
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Bakemono767 on 2008-04-30 09:06:13 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 32 | # Comments: 2 | Tags:
sadness
A Hate Crime, Baby! Explicit Content
Hold on, I need to blow the dust off this ole' blogging text field...
That's better. So, it's been awhile. Good to see that some of my old friends are still alive. Granted it's only been about...
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Posted by:
Chance777 on 2008-04-28 00:08:11 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 72 | # Comments: 3 | Tags:
school
liars
hate
grandfather
dying
Sadness
My heart and my mind are sad, this sadness has lasted near a week, and i cannot seem to shake it. My thoughts are dreary, my life it seems has lost its appeal. As I write this, I keep coming back...
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anony23 on 2008-04-27 22:29:25 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 66 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:
sadness
graduation
friends
suicide
Laughter is Inner Jogging
Two small pale white bowls, shaped like revealing oysters - each had a pink glistening pearl in it. The oysters had a pink aura arising from them, orange stains silhouetted the pearls to...
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Aphrodite on 2008-04-26 09:15:53 Average Rating:  | Views: 197 | # Comments: 12 | Tags:
painful
grief
depression
emotions
screams
What is the Best Way to End a Friendship?
Hi everyone! I'm sorry about deleting my introductory blog-post as at April 16th, 2008. I thank other users for their comments though. I had to delete it to maintain anonymity. And for various...
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Aphrodite on 2008-04-22 06:44:43 Average Rating:  | Views: 452 | # Comments: 30 | Tags:
friendship
friends
friend
love
truth
I wonder why i'm trying.
Have you ever been in the world
And thought that no one noticed?
That no one really cared?
That is where my thoughts have been going for a couple of days now.
Why would anyone want to...
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jringwald on 2008-04-21 21:42:16 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 43 | # Comments: 2 | Tags:
depression
sadness
Fall Away
I really just want to lie down, and stay there for the next few days. I'm tired, and since my blood tests I feel as though I'm free for a little while.
Now, my sense of freedom isn't the same as...
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lingeringmemory on 2008-04-18 23:40:24 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 35 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
self-injury
depression
sadness
One More Day
In our life creatures are born to die
Every second may be your last
It may go slow, it may go fast
Do you really have much time,
In a world full of crime?
You may have something to say...
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Posted by:
constantthoughts on 2008-04-17 00:16:44 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 42 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
coping
death
fear
sadness
hope
The Last
IN every second the clock tick neared
The hear beat faster for what it feared
Starting slow yet rising fast
Speeding to the moment it would beat it's last
Blood is pulsing through the veins...
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Posted by:
constantthoughts on 2008-04-17 00:10:35 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 57 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:
death
suicide
sadness
things could be better!
A New Baby..... I'm mean't to be happy :( Explicit Content
Well I'm not, i'm upset and possibly being very selfish!
I want one!!!!
I'm with some XXXXX who doesn't want anymore!!!!
He's bouncing off the walls, it's his first Grandchild.
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-04-16 13:08:35 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 43 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:
Babys
love
sadness
longing
men
Its Over
Ok...So in my earlier post I'd mentioned how BF refuses to see himself the way I do. I'd told him its been three years of me trying to show him, its about time he just put that much of faith in me...
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Posted by:
angelwings on 2008-04-16 01:35:50 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 79 | # Comments: 3 | Tags:
love
relationships
breaking up
heartbreak
sadness
i hate this feeling...
why I'm not happy with my decision?
i followed what my brain said.
i really love you but i choose to leave you
i know you also love me
but why is that...
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Posted by:
nyxcynt21 on 2008-04-14 05:19:18 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 39 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
feelings
sadness
What To Do About Mom
I don't believe I have ever felt so depressed. I feel like I'm no longer in control of my destiny. My life is no longer what it used to be, but I've always tried to manage by...
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BunnieMarie on 2008-04-13 16:24:32 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 53 | # Comments: 2 | Tags:
sadness
depression
worry
mom
#7 God Surely Does Work In Mysterious Ways
On Monday at my job, I saw my supervisor whisper something quietly to one of the RN's. I couldn't help but eaves drop and I picked up on two words through their quiet whispering,...
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Posted by:
piinkdreams25 on 2008-04-09 22:26:38 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 54 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:
Work
Death
Sadness
Babies
Nobody's Listening
In the darkness I am cold and alone, my voice is screaming but noone hears a sound. I'm worthless and used my heart it bleeds to be heard. The pain that I feel its terminatingly unreal I can't do...
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Sengentaro on 2008-04-08 22:30:08 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 66 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:
Pain
Sadness
Depression
Anxiety
~Lynny~
GREENER GRASS
Once again Mr Alone finds Mrs Lonely in the dark hallway. She standing there with her arms wrapped around herself in a lonely sad hug. He quietly and sadly wraps his arms around her shoulders and...
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DreamCode on 2008-04-06 15:42:17 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 36 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
loneliness
sadness
immigration
emigration
Why and Wonder why
During my life, I have had things happen in love just as you might have. That first true love, that one moment that you will never forget, that one person burned into your memory forever. I have...
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Posted by:
fastgoing on 2008-04-04 00:20:28 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 46 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
sadness
love
lonely
romance
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