Recent Blogs changes and more changes. Explicit Content Its kind of funny when you think about it. I mean, two weeks ago i would have never imagine to be in this spot. My parents barge in my room every 10 minutes to see if im... ...Read More  Posted by: xmidnightxwi... on 2008-10-05 20:02:37  | Rating:   | Views: 13 | Comments: 2 | Tags:  nova  depression  therapists  emotions  changes  conversations. you sit behind that rotting oak desk and tell me to answer the question. But i'm not ready to set the demons free  just so they can whisper... ...Read More  Posted by: xmidnightxwi... on 2008-10-04 00:07:37  | Rating:   | Views: 23 | Comments: 3 | Tags:  nova  conversations  therapy  shrink  emotions  Observing the heartless hey everyone, just a thought...did anybody notice when bush was addressing the nation about the "bailout" plan his eyes were... i dunno.. flat murky cold... ...Read More  Posted by: xmidnightxwi... on 2008-09-25 17:26:32  | Rating:   | Views: 38 | Comments: 7 | Tags:  nova  government  President Bush  eyes  emotions  yeah, yeah i know.. Explicit Content hey people, its been awhile. Why? because a) i had nothing to write about and b) im grounded still for not practicing my flute. Basically its like debt, i owe like 4 hours of... ...Read More  Posted by: xmidnightxwi... on 2008-09-18 17:19:55  | Rating:   | Views: 56 | Comments: 5 | Tags:  nova  depression  shrink  emotions  flute  Something new and different Explicit Content Hey loves, New blog. Same me. New direction. In otherwords, i am not gonna write about something manic/depressing. Though, i guess you might think thats intresting..... ...Read More  Posted by: xmidnightxwi... on 2008-09-11 18:23:36  | Rating:   | Views: 34 | Comments: 2 | Tags:  nova  new  depressing  manic  government  The hole i just happen to be in Explicit Content i guess im falling deeper into the hole. Sadly, it isnt alice and wonderlands hole.. its a whole different kind of whole that locks you in a cage and never lets you go.... ...Read More  Posted by: xmidnightxwi... on 2008-09-05 18:41:24  | Rating:   | Views: 116 | Comments: 19 | Tags:  nova  shadows  depression  cutting  family issues  answers anybody? Explicit Content I feel guilty - guilty as hell - knowing that i have no reason to be like this. To be pacing my room at night thinking destructive, masochistic thoughts or curled up trying... ...Read More  Posted by: xmidnightxwi... on 2008-09-01 15:06:09  | Rating:   | Views: 121 | Comments: 11 | Tags:  nova  feelings  depressed  cutting  emotions  Teen Ink okok..so in my english class my teacher says that theres this magazine written entirely by teens called Teen Ink. and they publish everything from Poetry to Sports. So i have... ...Read More  Posted by: xmidnightxwi... on 2008-08-31 11:41:54  | Rating:   | Views: 80 | Comments: 7 | Tags:  nova  teen  ink  depression  published  Dear Mum, I wrote this one night when i allowed myself a quick fantasy of suicide...no, im not really going to do it - at least not yet. anyways...im fiarly certian i am a... ...Read More  Posted by: xmidnightxwi... on 2008-08-31 01:10:47  | Rating:   | Views: 72 | Comments: 4 | Tags:  nova  shadows  pain  toturer  terrorist  twisted thoughts Twisted thoughts Swirl around Tying me And I won’t ever come unbound I scream I plead With the demons That makes me bleed But they won’t... ...Read More  Posted by: xmidnightxwi... on 2008-08-25 20:34:14  | Rating:   | Views: 74 | Comments: 8 | Tags:  nova  poems  dark  depressing  poetry  another one of those blogs.. sorry for all the depressing blogs. i know it must drive all you people crazy. but i have to write this down somewhere... So i guess i thought being sorrounded by more... ...Read More  Posted by: xmidnightxwi... on 2008-08-21 17:45:22  | Rating:   | Views: 80 | Comments: 10 | Tags:  nova  school  first day  depressed  withdrawing  oh dont mind me... I guess it all depends on your prespective on life, but when i see people burst out into song it makes me want to barf. Same goes for excessivley happy people who jump up and... ...Read More  Posted by: xmidnightxwi... on 2008-08-17 00:50:32  | Rating:   | Views: 67 | Com