There are days I wish I could spend a day as ANYONE else, I don't understand why my world, which is normally happy, has to be so crazy other days. I have the day off, most people love to have... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2008-07-06 12:12:48
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So, taking the transfer and hopefully a promotion when I'm done, was definitly a big move for me. I moved away from my friends and the life I had built for myself there, but in doing this, I... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2008-03-20 14:03:10
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I feel like the worst girlfriend on the face of the earth right now. My man totaly loved on me last night and made our first night with no kids just awesome. Today he took care of both the kids... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2008-02-03 00:52:56
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Has there ever been a time in your life when you wished more than anything you didn't know everything you know? I have this "ability" to find out just about anything about... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2008-01-16 15:24:11
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This evening after a long day at work, I came home to chill out in my little bubble here, and decompress. : ) Andy isn't feeling well, so he's kinda vegged out and I did a few things around... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2008-01-04 23:54:14
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Apparently my aura is purple and silver according to my wonderful honey. After a long night last night and a little drinking afterwards, we sat up and talked for hours about life and death and... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-12-23 09:04:36
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Oh people I don't know if I wanna choke him or just squeeze him really tight!!!! He has decided that his homecoming shall be a surprise, although everything is finished there...meaning all... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-12-11 20:26:55
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I don't understand why people need to know every detail of someone else's life. I am not talking about people who are in a relationship, and not even really friends. I don't necesarrily tell my... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-12-05 23:07:14
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Oh most would say tis the season to be jolly, some would say tis the season for the stress. I think it's the season for chaos!! I found myself in a mood, much similar to the nesting we... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-11-29 18:04:34
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Thanksgiving was beautiful...we had great food, lovely company, a gentle snow falling all around us. It was warm and cozy in the house next to the fireplace, and cold outside. My grandfather did... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-11-23 20:14:50
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OK....WOW!!!! So tonight I got a call from my honey...who hadn't had his phone on all day....worried me sick!! He is doing ok in the fact that he is still breathing...and as he put it he's in an... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-11-20 21:30:24
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I am so amazed and disgusted and mortified right now!! I just went to one of our local news stations to get an update on the murder and decapitation of Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-11-12 19:21:47
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In these final days of my grandfathers life I am finding it hard to come to terms with it. I look at this man, seeing everything he is and remebering everything he was. He ran away with my... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-11-08 14:58:25
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There are those sweet moments in time we should bottle and keep forever. This is part of the reason why I do the job I do. I love to capture time. The events of today I couldn't capture on film,... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-11-07 21:36:42
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I used to think waking up sucked, afterall I was having great dreams and life sucked. Now though....I still have great dreams, some I don't think I ever want to wake up from, but I love my life... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-11-06 10:30:46
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1. I like to bite 2. I am glad I am getting divorced 3. I feel invisible sometimes 4. I wish I had stayed in college 5. I love to wear Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-11-05 21:03:59
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so lets go there since he did!!! While discussing the perks of the piercing, hunny dearest and I have a few conversations, mostly about the good parts of me having this piercing done. I am all... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-11-05 17:54:13
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A woman I know once made the comment "don't make him your priority, cause you're only an option." I often wonder about that statement, and if she was right or not. I am going to tke my... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-11-03 09:05:07
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lol...so I have spent some time on here researching different piercengs...so I think I shall take a minute to think. If you want to share an opinion on which you'd rather see your woman have..or if... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-11-02 20:12:50
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So, Andy says he will here for Christmas, and I let him know if he wasn't I would be in Phoenix by the end of January. LOL I will win, and I will get him here, or me there, it doesn't matter as... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-10-30 06:23:10
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Yeah I am back in the sad place..I seem to stay there more and more as life goes so slowly by without him here. I find myself moaping and crying and refusing to do anything, including eat (yes... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-10-20 18:38:06
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so back to the story of Andy and I... After our first night of making love and being close to one another, we had a wonderful day the next day...we spent it playing with the kids and... Read More
Posted by: nikilynn1113 on 2007-10-04 20:14:59
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