well im 18...and to me thats still young...ive always envisioned myself being 30 with a family, you know a husband and kids...well all that changed this week when i went to the ER....i was told by... Read More
Posted by: eighteenandlost on 2008-07-22 15:52:22
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Why am I discouraged? Why am I restless? I trust you! And I will praise you again because you help me, and you are my God. Psalm 43:5 _not anyone is free from... Read More
Posted by: eyfab on 2008-07-21 01:27:56
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So while I was at work today my mom came in and informed me that my Grandfather is dieing. At first I didn't believe her. But then she started crying and told me that my... Read More
Posted by: Onlyanillusion on 2008-07-08 02:24:19
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Well I got drunk last night. 3 guesses what I did.... yep came home and fought with Alex til 3 am.  Why am I slowly backsliding into old crazy XXXXX Jen? How much more can we both take? I need... Read More
Posted by: Jaylau on 2008-06-22 08:34:48
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I have to say that as the years go by I become more and more disappointed in the public school system. As the economy is falling, and the government is budgeting less and less to their school... Read More
Posted by: StllrChick on 2008-06-16 18:36:33
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I'm scared.  worried about myself actually.  As self absorbed as that sounds... The voices in my head are concerned.  I'm watching all the old signs and noting them... Read More
Posted by: CynicalSweetheart on 2008-05-23 10:08:43
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last night, i prayed like, "Lord, please bless my day tomorrow..Amen." and this dat was, "Lord, you've really blessed my day....??????" i cried because my grade in... Read More
Posted by: jenyAn on 2008-05-23 05:40:19
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You may have recently read that I have been having problems with my crappy landlord. Aside from the fact he has mount Read More
Posted by: southernsun on 2008-05-01 07:37:43
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No matter what I try to do to avoid or work around the same old issues, I seem to run into the same results. People have a few theories and feel free to either share them with me or... Read More
Posted by: brainstormer on 2008-04-29 01:34:34
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I know he's not the right one for me, deep inside I know I can't trust him. So I should be grateful that I found somebody else who seems to be more deserving of my love. But I'm so stubborn, I'm... Read More
Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-04-27 13:01:18
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You're nice, gentle, a softy sometimes, or so I thought.  Thought I got to know the real you, but it seems you have a darker, deeper side.  The side you decided to show only after you... Read More
Posted by: DreamCode on 2008-04-24 03:44:02
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That is what I have been for the past week. A huge disappointment. Someone who cannot do anything right, to save her life....everything I did, every thought I had, every comment I... Read More
Posted by: wishfulthinker on 2008-03-24 22:15:59
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I don't understand my actions. Or lack thereof. I am not in love with my husband anymore. We've been together for almost 17 years (since we were 16)! Yet we have nothing in common but the past. We... Read More
Posted by: befree4once on 2008-03-05 13:18:36
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In a recent reading of posts --as well as often in daily thoughts-- I have these moments of weakness... Moments that completely cripple me and make it difficult to focus on my... Read More
Posted by: brainstormer on 2008-02-20 00:26:04
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I know it's stupid....and I should just move on... But there's this guy I see a lot (he works at a store I frequently visit). He's so good looking. He has that cute, nerdy thing going... Read More
Posted by: Quiet_Dreamer on 2008-02-17 19:14:03
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Had lunch with BH Real Estate Guy today.  Once again, older and way more boring than I could have ever imagined.  What?  You like to play poker and have just discovered it in the... Read More
Posted by: datingretard on 2008-02-04 17:28:31
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Well, a little while ago I posted a blog stating that I had accepted a new job and was moving.  That was true but fate has intervened it seems and now I won't be taking that job and won't be... Read More
Posted by: hairytoad2005 on 2008-02-03 04:13:12
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 There is a woman I seem to run into about every six months and I saw her today. Although I haven't seen them in some time, I am friends with her whole family - her mom and dad, her... Read More
Posted by: HungryHeart on 2008-01-13 00:04:46
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Hello there. To anyone and everyone reading. So, 2007 has flown passed us so fast and I still can't believe it! My Children had their 1st birthday and my husband and I had our first Year... Read More
Posted by: CKL on 2007-12-30 09:08:54
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I heard it. The pound of her footsteps, her sobs, the kind of sobs that come from the darkest place, a place where all of your hope is lost, the kind of sobs that as they exit your mouth they take... Read More
Posted by: she_smiles87 on 2007-12-18 01:43:45
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I came to a realization or an epiphany if you will while walking back to my dorm from dinner. I think that this realization is the root problem of why I have such a hard time of making friends and... Read More
Posted by: TheWanderer on 2007-12-07 15:57:00
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He's home today...well, I don't know that for sure, but I think it's safe to assume. Part of me wants him to show up, ring in hand and fight for me...all of me knows that it's not going to... Read More
Posted by: misschief31 on 2007-11-20 21:07:49
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I was a dare devil on friday and gave Brien my number.  It was not the best timing in the world but hey at least I did it.  I am new to all this, for I have never initiated giving out... Read More
Posted by: JJwTheCrew on 2007-11-12 18:37:12
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I heard a story once, I can't remember where or what it was supposed to be illustrating, but for some reason it struck me and has always stuck with me. The scene for it is set about the time that... Read More
Posted by: jessiejay12 on 2007-11-06 23:52:26
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Its funny how you can look into the mirror and not recognize the person you see staring back at you.  That can't possibly be me, there is no way.  This mirror image doesn't at all... Read More
Posted by: blindfeelings on 2007-10-25 06:37:13
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