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Can't
Cant breath in the night Cant face myself Cant conquer my fears Cant smile without lieing Cant cry without dieing Cant tell What would the... ...Read More
 Posted by: xmidnightxwi... on 2008-11-14 20:11:55  | Rating  | Views: 69 | Comments: 6 | Tags poem  emotions  dark  depression  sad 
hope he still reads this.
it's not safe.  ...Read More
 Posted by: the_new_cancer on 2008-09-09 21:16:54  | Rating  | Views: 15 | Comments: 0 | Tags would  if  could  but  cant 
on step forward Explicit Content
two steps back, it will get better,we cant communicate,he wont go to marriage counciling, hes not going to AA  crap he has to try,i cant be the one wanting things to get... ...Read More
 Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-07-09 09:59:42  | Rating  | Views: 52 | Comments: 4 | Tags you  cant  talk  to  a 
tick tock
moveing forward  never to be the same  always moveing on to the next passing of time never to be the same as before it seems like its the same, but is it realy, no it... ...Read More
 Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-05-16 18:58:34  | Rating  | Views: 49 | Comments: 0 | Tags cant  slow  down  time   
count on? Explicit Content
i dont want to wine, i asked ball and chain to take me to hospital, to see my bro, was still shook up  needed a driver, some support, well guess what?  he just... ...Read More
 Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-05-10 11:33:20  | Rating  | Views: 72 | Comments: 3 | Tags cold  heart  cant  change  it 
peace pipe
everyone is asleep, i have the time i need to do my own wild and crazey thing,,are you wondering what that is? oh waite hes up make sure he dosent fall down and hurt himself or... ...Read More
 Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-03-30 00:20:00  | Rating  | Views: 64 | Comments: 1 | Tags liter  cant  find   
goobered up
start again sorry i cant use my brain today . goobered up glasses, always  looking for somthing to clean them, use your shirt, or even get off your but and go to the... ...Read More
 Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-03-01 11:33:52  | Rating  | Views: 63 | Comments: 0 | Tags cant  spell  today   
lost it
sorry for the anger, the mom thing thats a totaly different issue.  i know who i can depend on and it aint her...  man dont want to be a grown up today, held just... ...Read More
 Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-02-28 18:05:47  | Rating  | Views: 52 | Comments: 0 | Tags cant  be  a  mom  to 
home Explicit Content
the house is alive again, the boys are home, kev came home early seeing  that his dad died last nite, going to work helps him i can see why, his jopd sent  a realy... ...Read More
 Posted by: bjm1 on 2008-02-28 18:00:07  | Rating  | Views: 77 | Comments: 1 | Tags she  cant  be  mom  to 
What A Start... Explicit Content
to what may be my only release from now on. Ive spent the last half hour, looking for a blog site that i could sign up to to get all this off my chest. I hope someone... ...Read More
 Posted by: trailer101 on 2007-12-26 23:22:30  | Rating  | Views: 163 | Comments: 5 | Tags suicide  boyfriend  sad  help  crying 
I want a horse...i need them in my life to survive
Horses...I dream about them everyday. I want one. No, I NEED one to survive everyday. Not one day goes by that i dont dream about them. I leased a horse at the stables i ride... ...Read More
 Posted by: miasr1 on 2007-09-04 23:01:01  | Rating  | Views: 75 | Comments: 0 | Tags horses  love  cant  live  without them 
                 
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