Why not start my first entry with a heap of crap about me!?! Well, where to start, im only 20 but i've lead an interesting life so far. I've had my fair share of problems ever since I was... Read More
Posted by: pinkpixieparis on 2008-07-25 02:57:24
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Another shite combination...Mixed Episode (Combination mood) and a stomach flu. It makes you even angrier than you are without the bug as well. So I'm sitting here going: XXXXX this XXXXX... Read More
Posted by: foreva_and_a_day on 2008-07-22 17:15:41
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Hypomania and anger are not good friends.  An excess of restless energy combined with total fury and yourself for having this illness and anger at the world for not being able to make it go... Read More
Posted by: foreva_and_a_day on 2008-07-21 17:09:01
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As I said...normality.  A great big SIGH of relief. My mood is back within a 'stable' range.  I'm happy(ish) and actually able to get things done!!! Uni started back this week,... Read More
Posted by: foreva_and_a_day on 2008-07-14 18:09:15
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so i was talking with my good buddy lilD16 and we decided to post this convo we had. mostly cause it was when we show'd r emotions the most. Scary i know. xD I know its long but i f u want to... Read More
Posted by: xmidnightxwingsx on 2008-07-13 05:16:09
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lilD16 02:57 hey srry i was googling something xmidnightxwingsx 02:58 hi xmidnightxwingsx 02:58 thats ok lilD16 02:59 i jsut sent uu a message lilD16 02:59 o n the other thing... Read More
Posted by: lilD16 on 2008-07-13 05:12:02
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I've come out the other side of it all relatively unscathed. Still incredibly exhausted from it all, still not a big fan of people in general.  But alive. It's nearly the end of the... Read More
Posted by: foreva_and_a_day on 2008-07-10 23:07:30
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Today was weird and filled with so many surprises. The night before I did something I really regret. Well because of my actions I ended up in the hospital and the doctors sent a counselor... Read More
Posted by: loving_me_again87 on 2008-07-09 02:16:41
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Exhausted. Not sleeping well.  Med dose increase making me woosy and kinda icky feeling. Too tired for depression to make me wanna hurt.  Have reached the point in my mood cycle... Read More
Posted by: foreva_and_a_day on 2008-07-08 16:52:01
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I had a bad night.  Really bad.  One of the worst I have had in a couple of years. I'm ashamed of myself.  I gave in to the urge to hurt myself.  And it did relieve the... Read More
Posted by: foreva_and_a_day on 2008-07-07 16:54:42
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I haven't had to fight the urge to die this hard for a very long time.  I feel like I am losing control of myself completely and it scares the XXXXX out of me. I really need to hurt... Read More
Posted by: foreva_and_a_day on 2008-07-06 21:01:37
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it's another manic depressive day, mild but still stronger then it's been. I've been spoiled lately, these things are coming fewer and farther between and have been really mild but this one's only... Read More
Posted by: Tony51203 on 2008-06-26 06:28:00
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   tracyannshively.blogspot.com I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder about six to seven years ago. For the most part I consider myself hypomanic, which is good I guess. I am... Read More
Posted by: tracyshively on 2008-06-22 09:20:06
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tracyannshively.blogspot.com I can't sleep now for two days. I did try, I laid down around 2 am and was back up at 5 am. I am so tired but yet wired for sound. Agitation is not the word I... Read More
Posted by: tracyshively on 2008-06-22 09:15:47
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Could bipolar disorder be considered a gift? My life and personality was always different than most. It seems that in some ways bipolar disorder has enhanced my life as much as hurt it. Yes,... Read More
Posted by: tracyshively on 2008-06-20 12:44:22
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http://www.tracyannshively.blogspot.com   The emotions and feelings that I expierience on a daily and usually a minute to minute basis is Like a Traffic Jam through A Busy downtown... Read More
Posted by: tracyshively on 2008-06-16 14:19:26
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There are many ways to insult someone with depression, without even trying very hard. The best way is to give them some unsolicited advice. Something that you think is simple, yet... Read More
Posted by: tracyshively on 2008-06-15 21:49:01
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THE 10 COMMANDMENTS OF BIPOLAR DISORDER 1.Thou shalt not blame everything on chemical imbalance. 2.Thou shalt avoid high places and sharp objects when on either extreme of the... Read More
Posted by: tracyshively on 2008-06-15 13:52:39
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Lately I have realized that I am forgetting things, especially conversations. Could my memory loss be attributed to my bipolar disorder or not? I am writing this post, because of an argument me... Read More
Posted by: tracyshively on 2008-06-15 13:43:10
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I think I have finally come to an impass. I need to get some help for my depression. If it is depression. For as long as I can remember, I have always been depressed. Now, I know many of... Read More
Posted by: CryDemiFey on 2008-06-06 14:36:56
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Well lets see.  A lot has been going on but nothing that really inspires you to write, or anything worth reading in my opinion. As for the "ghost".  Still same... Read More
Posted by: CharmedinNC on 2008-06-02 15:32:58
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Life is XXXXX, I'm feeling like a XXXXX; Wanna get my fix, but there's a little hitch! I may not be an addict, but I think I'm going manic! It's not quite automatic to say I'm telopathic.... Read More
Posted by: TimStones on 2008-05-23 08:56:43
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Some fecking consistancy would be nice. After yesterdays XXXXX up feelings, today I am jittery as hell, and kinda hypo. thoughts racing, legs bouncing, restless, irritible, AWAKE (only had Read More
Posted by: foreva_and_a_day on 2008-05-19 20:08:07
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Is it ever ok to tell someone you hate them just because they aren't suffering? Or to tell them to XXXXX off when they are being selfish? Is it ok for them to make you feel like the bad guy for... Read More
Posted by: foreva_and_a_day on 2008-05-18 18:45:54
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If anyone can relate, please let me know. I am a 44 year old woman.  I am bipolar.   Five years ago I was diagnosed, but I've know something wasn't right since I was... Read More
Posted by: ThisSomnolentSoulScreams on 2008-05-18 16:33:41
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