I have feelings of terrible nostalgia as I come to terms with the end of my freshman year.  I need drugs.  How will I survive without the delicious midnight snacks from our friendly dorm... Read More
Posted by: Kovo on 2008-05-15 19:10:36
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It's all kindof a bit to much for me to intake all at once. The lectures I mean. When having a shitload of information, advice, suggestions, options and punishments all hurled at me so quickly, I... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-05-15 14:46:12
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It's 10:51pm and once upon a time that used to be when the night was getting started.  Now I sit here thinking that I should probably get to bed shortly because I don't feel like being worn... Read More
Posted by: Nutshell on 2008-05-13 23:05:40
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Tears of whiskey wash clean my eyes Cries of cigarettes devour my ears My lips drenched with the unquenched Thirst of love Read More
Posted by: Kovo on 2008-05-12 16:37:05
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Last night was interesting. I got drunk with Kara and Justin... and I gashed my head open, hahah. Justin and I were fuckin around wrestling or whatever and he went to grab me, I thought he was... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-11 11:56:12
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Wow, i'm soooo hung over right now........why am i awake on this cloudy day in nyc?  ouch....  So we had drinks at work as our friday usual and hten a few of us we nt to a new... Read More
Posted by: Nutshell on 2008-05-10 09:52:49
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I'm back from the hospital where they've spent the last hour cutting my back up! It was really very strange to feel blood pouring down your back but not the surgeon actually cutting you. I could... Read More
Posted by: wexler on 2008-05-07 19:27:27
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So this girl at work challenged me to go the entire month of May without drinking booze..............I immediately said, "are you f'n crazy??".......  After much debate and... Read More
Posted by: Nutshell on 2008-05-03 11:04:52
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Someone once told me that you'll know you are getting better and establishing quality recovery when you realize the things in your life that you can accept and the things you can't. The behavior... Read More
Posted by: LeighAnn on 2008-05-02 14:16:51
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They swept in quickly, handing out drinking tickets as rapidly as they arrived.  I was extremely upset, not only would this cost me money, it would cost twice as much because it was my second... Read More
Posted by: Kovo on 2008-04-30 02:27:08
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So I drank quite a bit last night, had an actual conversation with Drew, that I read just now and realised how much I took part in it. And when I woke up this morning with four minuets to get... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-04-29 09:15:48
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  don't know why I drank just now. I don't know why I went and got another glass and a bowl of orange peices to get rid of the taste that makes me want to puke after. Then why drink? The taste... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-04-28 23:26:06
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Coughing and weak.....stomach is full tonight........been a good night. Little to report......little to say.....smoke does flow.........layne........... I ate some cheeze-its earlier and... Read More
Posted by: Nutshell on 2008-04-26 23:44:30
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Posted by: Ottehey on 2008-04-26 06:12:30
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I'm not addicted to drugs, or alcohol, or adrenaline rushes. But I do crave it. Someone says "weed" and my heart thuds and I'll do almost anything for a hit. I dream about the stuff. And... Read More
Posted by: lingeringmemory on 2008-04-25 22:34:18
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Chaos. Madness. An all-too-human scene fueled by drunkeness and the hope for a lover for a night.  The scene that played out before my eyes last night was one that could have been scene on... Read More
Posted by: Kovo on 2008-04-25 11:30:17
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So it seems as if I have become an alcoholic. Which I guess drinking is better than major drugs like heroin, right? I am most happy when I'm under the influence of Jose or Budlight or Jack, or... Read More
Posted by: puddleofdrama on 2008-04-24 16:17:23
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Sometimes I have trouble going to those who are close to me, like my family or husband, for help when I think I should be able to handle it. Even though I probably should get help, usually it... Read More
Posted by: Embers on 2008-04-21 03:36:42
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yea update on my week, gained weight on atkins, so i hate it now, and besides my lungs a nd arteries cant handled meat anymore, im back to vegetarian, like i always was. just no more starchy... Read More
Posted by: NanaTea on 2008-04-18 09:17:30
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My brother is an Alcoholic. He has been for over 10 years. He has came close to death so many times. I love him so much, hes my big brother, my soulmate, my angel. I wish I could... Read More
Posted by: WeeMimi on 2008-04-08 09:38:16
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well its tuesday morning and i drank a whole bottle of wine last night!!  useless - feeling tired again today and fat! havent been exercising since bike ride friday but definitely needed a... Read More
Posted by: charle17 on 2008-04-08 03:27:27
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I dont change my mind for anybody, i wont waste my time time for anybody, and certainly not Dr.Atkins cos im having my drink and thats final. My favourite, chilled white wine or just rum nd coke,... Read More
Posted by: NanaTea on 2008-04-05 07:10:53
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so i went to a music festival on the weekend. it was quite good. there was a large mixture of music, and quite a good crowd. i have been to the Big Day Out about four times, and can honestly say it... Read More
Posted by: lifeproof on 2008-04-03 04:10:00
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Hanging out with friends, partying, and just having fun requires a little bit of alcohol once in a while. I totally understand the whole, "lets not get sloshed and  not remember... Read More
Posted by: fowler on 2008-04-02 21:20:00
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Well, last night I had a really good night out in Newcastle with my seminar group and a few others, we went for a curry and then for some drinks, and then went to a club. I really enjoyed being... Read More
Posted by: JesusFran on 2008-04-01 16:10:00
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