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		breakdown... Explicit Content
		twice.. i have eaten twice today without throwing up... not because of any need to stop this..i just dont care anymore.. its too much work to throw it up..its not like it is... ...Read More
Posted by: Applesauce4life on 2009-11-23 13:56:27 \| Rating: \| Views: 14 \| Comments: 3 \| Tags: anger friendship broken broken heart love

		My Family Wants To Destroy Me
		My family wants to destory me, recently i have been having a very rough time. I live in Tasmania, Australia and it is a very small place, therefore it is very hard to run and... ...Read More
Posted by: bexasweetie on 2009-11-21 19:42:11 \| Rating: \| Views: 30 \| Comments: 1 \| Tags: Borderline Pesonality Disorder My family hates me Suicide Pain Hurt

		holla
		HEY I AM ALY!!! MY WEIGHT IS 132 AND ITS ILLIN ME EVERY FAY!!! I WANNA BE EXTREMELY SKINNY. PAST YEAR I VE BEEN LOOSIN AND GAININ WEIGHT BACK AND FORTH... I STARVE MYSELF ALL... ...Read More
Posted by: aly130 on 2009-11-20 14:24:31 \| Rating: \| Views: 22 \| Comments: 2 \| Tags: EATING DISORDER

		I am a winter girl trying to be spring.
		I don't know what to do anymore. Let's get to the basics. I've had an eating disorder for about ten years now, scince I was about 14. I've done it all, anorexia and bulimia,... ...Read More
Posted by: winter_girl on 2009-11-16 20:50:30 \| Rating: \| Views: 169 \| Comments: 2 \| Tags: anorexia ana bulimia bulimic eating disorder

		im back Explicit Content
		heyy everyone im back to writing...the abc diet was a total fail.. i blew it all this weekend... i dont remember the last time i had my face in the toilet that much.. i was just... ...Read More
Posted by: Applesauce4life on 2009-11-16 19:42:35 \| Rating: \| Views: 67 \| Comments: 2 \| Tags: anger alone venting friends bulimia

		People are stupid.
		I love the entertainment stupid people bring.There are those people that say something completely arrogant and you point it out, telling them they're clearly being a... ...Read More
Posted by: Michix on 2009-11-16 18:07:30 \| Rating: \| Views: 226 \| Comments: 25 \| Tags: idiocy people stupid common sense contradicting

		i feel gross.
		im glad im back to starving today. im on the abc diet, its say one.but all the weight i gained from the weekend 4 pounds! is making me feel disgusting. i cant stand myself. fat... ...Read More
Posted by: arianna321 on 2009-11-16 16:40:31 \| Rating: \| Views: 28 \| Comments: 1 \| Tags: anorexia bulimia eating disorders ed mia

		this blog thing has helped me.
		i dont feel alone in this, you know? all my friends in person are fat, here people aren't.here is a home of the shrieking chrous, hungry girls singing endless anthems while or... ...Read More
Posted by: arianna321 on 2009-11-15 23:06:02 \| Rating: \| Views: 46 \| Comments: 6 \| Tags: anorexia ana bulimia mia eating disorders

		weekend will be the death of me.
		I'm so good on the weekdays, i eat very little, loose lots of weight.weekends are another story. i drink my calories alcohol, and just munch on every food.i eat like 1000 some... ...Read More
Posted by: arianna321 on 2009-11-15 19:09:51 \| Rating: \| Views: 41 \| Comments: 6 \| Tags: anorexia ana bulimia eating disorders

		i wrote love on my arms
		Well, Its been a while since I been on her beacause my mother took my computer. Since last time my grads have dropped horribly and I can not focus on anything. Well, Yesterday... ...Read More
Posted by: TreeHippie on 2009-11-14 09:59:01 \| Rating: \| Views: 28 \| Comments: 2 \| Tags: cutting insucure love hate parents

		cold. Explicit Content
		i lost five pounds this week, im 107 now.still fat, but im getting lower.im not really that hungry now a days anyway.im just cold all the time, like im freezing. i get... ...Read More
Posted by: arianna321 on 2009-11-12 16:56:36 \| Rating: \| Views: 83 \| Comments: 7 \| Tags: anorexia ana bulimia eating disorder

		nobody gets it!!! Explicit Content
		UGHHH!!!so at firtst the only person that knew about my purging and stuff was my best friend, and i kneww a long time ago that SHE told one of her friendz i was pissed and so i... ...Read More
Posted by: Applesauce4life on 2009-11-10 22:02:09 \| Rating: \| Views: 87 \| Comments: 3 \| Tags: anger alone betrayl venting friends

		my foods not digesting.
		thank you ana. thanks so much. everything i eat now comes back up.no im not bulimic, never have been, never will be.but my foods not digesting properly, and it causes me to... ...Read More
Posted by: arianna321 on 2009-11-10 21:19:13 \| Rating: \| Views: 78 \| Comments: 6 \| Tags: anorexia bulimia ana eating disorders

		why do people have to starve?
		why can't people just love there bodies and eat food, without guilt?why cant people get over the fact that maybe they will never ever look like the girls on television or in... ...Read More
Posted by: arianna321 on 2009-11-10 20:32:48 \| Rating: \| Views: 46 \| Comments: 1 \| Tags: anorexia ana bulimia eating disorders

		I'm a mess that nobody knows about.
		Here's the thing.I already have a blog but when I began blogging I didn't realise that there was this whole... blogging community thing. I didn't realise that it was quite... ...Read More
Posted by: anotherkate on 2009-11-10 20:06:59 \| Rating: \| Views: 38 \| Comments: 1 \| Tags: Self Hate self harm eating disorders anorexia hate me

		restarting
		i hate, aboslutely hate, restarting restriction. i always starve for about a week, eat, gain all the weight back, and have to restart. last week i did so well. i lost four... ...Read More
Posted by: arianna321 on 2009-11-09 21:18:06 \| Rating: \| Views: 157 \| Comments: 2 \| Tags: anorexia ana ed eating disorders bulimia

		purged content
		I feel like my brain is drooling out of my ears, like every thought I have is slowly withering to mush. Leaving me nothing but these dry, stale, wretched thoughts. My skin is... ...Read More
Posted by: Forthewreckord on 2009-11-09 07:37:29 \| Rating: \| Views: 43 \| Comments: 1 \| Tags: bulimia eating disorders purged content

		drivers test/ diet Explicit Content
		so it is official, i am going for my drivers lisence test at 1pm todayy, i am so XXXXX nervous i feel like ima puke, but i forced myself to eat a bagel for breakfast, and i am... ...Read More
Posted by: Applesauce4life on 2009-11-09 06:54:53 \| Rating: \| Views: 52 \| Comments: 1 \| Tags: driving anorexia diet abc diet teen

		im back
		hey, even though i hardly write blogs, i read every blog about anorexia and starving. but i decided to start up again. this past week was crazy, i started at 114 and by friday... ...Read More
Posted by: arianna321 on 2009-11-08 21:57:04 \| Rating: \| Views: 52 \| Comments: 2 \| Tags: anorexia ana bulimia ed eating disorder starving

		food ... enemy
		eating is starting to consume me.i feel like no matter what i do all i really want to do is eat. i dont know what to do everytime i splurge i feel so guilty and angry with... ...Read More
Posted by: TheSmallestFee on 2009-11-08 18:08:31 \| Rating: \| Views: 10 \| Comments: 0 \| Tags: anorexia eating disorder

		SO MESSED UP!!! Explicit Content
		omg everything is soo messed up...so first of all i was just talking to my best friend, she ran away, well not really ran awayy cuz she just walked out... she went to another... ...Read More
Posted by: Applesauce4life on 2009-11-08 17:35:46 \| Rating: \| Views: 36 \| Comments: 0 \| Tags: bulimia anorexic eating disorder friends life

		here it goes again...
		idk.. here is a poem i wrote.. about something that has been going on with me.. that i cant seem to get control of... its all scary... so i wrote this, and eventually showed my... ...Read More
Posted by: Applesauce4life on 2009-11-07 23:09:51 \| Rating: \| Views: 42 \| Comments: 3 \| Tags: bulimia anorexic eating disorder

		Anxiety and it all. Explicit Content
		Disclaimer This is a post about my rather sick day. Don't read if you just don't like personal posts. Plus, it's quite unorganized because i'm "venting".I woke up thinking today... ...Read More
Posted by: Michix on 2009-11-04 18:22:34 \| Rating: \| Views: 98 \| Comments: 8 \| Tags: anxiety break relationship Kiefer valium

		Getting too comfortable... Explicit Content
		Ok... This eating business has really got to stop!I've moved into an apartment with some friend in Vegas temporarily while i figure out my marital situation, and I haven't been... ...Read More
Posted by: Mea452 on 2009-10-29 07:41:32 \| Rating: \| Views: 84 \| Comments: 3 \| Tags: pro ana anorexia bulimia eating disorder depression

		what do i do......?
		i've been taking some time for myself lately and i'm quite confuseddo i continue what i do because it's what i knowor do i stand up against it allwhat i know sometimes isn't... ...Read More
Posted by: WitheldMyself on 2009-10-25 16:19:32 \| Rating: \| Views: 46 \| Comments: 5 \| Tags: anorexia ana pro ana? anorexic help

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